Letter from a Thuban Insider...Testimonial

shiloh


shiloh

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• Post n°21

Re: Letter from a Thuban Insider...

shiloh on Sat Oct 12, 2013 10:21 am
Aquaries1111 wrote:


Anthony, Dear Love,

You are really something. Aren't you? I was e-spelled with that Hair music, all of it - 22 years ago, and yet here you "espouse" in your way showing of remembrance a remembering to me! Now what of this meaning? Who cares right? Brooke left for a quiet life of No bell Dream in and you spell show the way of Dream en Belle no. Don't you? You Record as the Bell Rings and so who is summoning who? I neither record nor ring! Eye Dream a Noble Dream as it spells the Bell of time in the ding. Does that make sense? Ok, I agree. So here is a favorite tune of mine as you know. The Invisible, as I always intend to be!

​

WILL COMMON SENSE AND INTEGRITY PLEASE STAND UP!! ATTENTION TOMMY AND KERRY!!
#33000 March 30th, 2011

Magamud wrote:
Raven wrote:

Dear fellows how do you expect to converse with cosmic beings if you do not let go of presumed expectations. Can you not experience the material in neutral relations, allow for yourself to feel how you feel, and process with time, then examine yourself? Weather celestial scribe, demon, angel etc...This is an opportunity to shake your mirror and find out who your really are. You can see for yourself the material is genius. Explore Thuban for yourself trekkers. Cease the witchhunts of old. The harvest is here and now.

God Luck & Good speed


Yes this is an obvious witch hunt going on here 21st century style, replete with Roman headhunters in disguise. Just like they persecuted Jesus in his time for sharing his insight and gnosis, a similar thing is occurring here. What amazes me is the abject refusal of these people chasing us Thubans around the Camelot forum, to actually adhere to the rules and guildlines set forth on this forum (written by you Tommy) concerning proper conduct. Where are you mods Tommy? And a more important question is why are you allowing them to break all of your forum guidlines and rules and not even say a word about it?

Or was this quote from you just smoke and mirrors Tommy?

tommy wrote:
Brilliant, case closed indeed

And who were talking about ban's again? (lol, could not help myself)

Problems are only created in order for us to solve them. This is something I must remind myself very often. The fastest\easiest solution are rarely the best.

Thank you everyone!

tommy wrote:

Announcement:

The bans mentioned in this thread affecting the members referenced has now been lifted.

Camelot Forum should be and always will be a safe ground to share and discuss information, even if it is considered "controversial". We must remember that if we were to hold the word "controversial" as a taboo then Project Camelot would never have existed in the form we are proud to have shown in the past 5 years. This is a standard we are sworn to uphold, sworn as in our common sense and respect for other human-beings and the core mission of Project Camelot.

Let me post this for reference:

"About researchers and whistleblowers :

We, Kerry Cassidy and Bill Ryan, do not necessarily agree with or endorse all of the views presented here. What Camelot is about is the investigation into the mysteries that surround us. We are all, in a sense, investigators of our world. And while we, as individuals, may not agree with everything presented on our site, we fully support freedom of thought and speech as well as the Quest for truth.
31 December 2008 "

All the best,
Tommy
tommy wrote:


I would rather not communicate with any beings that expect me to not "question everything".
I question my own actions and beliefs all the time..

But hey, thats just me



Now where did you ever get the idea that we Thubans do not expect you to question everything or that we don't do this ourselves? Here is an example below of what I said to MaryIshtar concerning this very thing, read carefully Tommy.



MaryIshtarCreiddylad wrote:

The good news? I have found that in reading the physics I seem to have formed a mental holographic image from the simple act of scanning over the equations. My understanding of physics and how it works is mostly due to my visual awareness and perception of dimension in space. So I discovered this new automatic skill, which is pretty cool.


Raven wrote:

Yes for the less scientifically disciplined reader of this material, scanning over the equations is necessary in order to 'Grok' the full picture. A good visual and semantic foundation of the terminology of science presented will only heighten your understanding. I have spent many hours studying, reading and watching physics videos and its all been worth it. My efforts have paid off and been especially helpful in navigating all the pseudo science myths so many 'new agers' and so called people in the know, try to shove off on the masses.

It is a sign of high intelligence to be skeptical and thorough with any and all data. We live in an information age and are undergoing a 'tsunami' of data, this is especially true with the internet and forums, where it can be a literal nightmare to sort through and discern fact from fiction. So you are to be commended for your logical rigor.

So I ask you once again to consider this what I said to you before Tommy and please do clear up the air and moderate your forum members here who seem to have a total disregard for the guidelines which you wrote yourself.

Raven wrote:

Dear Tommy,

Now to the Thuban materials, Tony has already stated that his stuff is not copy written and its freeware, so there is no problem with his information being disseminated onto any number of forums or other publicly viewed sites. His reasons for doing this is that he feels that you cannot put a price on information and data that should be shared and given to all. The ptb does this enough, why should he or anyone else involved in the truth movement support their efforts to censor and hide information?

His reasons for copying the threads he posts in are obvious as we have been banned for as little of an infraction as too lengthy of a post. It takes hours sometimes to respond to questions and then to have the material simply deleted at the push of some mods button is not productive nor fair. We have a right to back up and save this data just as you have the right to save it here on this site. As far as the links go, Tony has said he will remove these and all html tags, we have not had a chance to edit those out. No one else has been moving and saving posts from Camelot except Tony and he is the sole person responsible for the saving of this data on his site.

So please I ask you to consider all that I have said here and use some common sense when making a decision as to what to do about it. All of us Thubans are extremely pleased that you have shown much intelligence and diplomacy in your decision to unban us all. We only hope that the air can be cleared and we may continue to share our insights and data with any and all who are willing to listen here, common sense prevailing of course.

Sincerely, Raven


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SpaceCowboy wrote:
TraLaLa wrote:
SpaceCowboy wrote:



ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.

ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY..


Hi Tra, how are you this evening? I'm ready.

Bring it on Brother Fierce.

I could use some coconut cream.

PS: I've got Haagen daz and Chocolate sauce


They really seem to hate the berry berry. I like the little disclaimer where they say they'll post it on another site. GREAT! My pies are reaching into other worlds. I may start charging them too.


- Discussions that involve drugs and other intoxicating substances, pornography, foul language, racial / sexual / national intolerance, hate speech, politically subversive acts or planning, will obviously not be tolerated.

TraLaLa wrote:
Debradenslow wrote:

Three birds with one stone! Outed!

Eh? Care to explain or just blowing smoke out your ass?

SpaceCowboy wrote:

​

He's wonderful. I love the little shi20 turd. Those rat fuc11ing cut and paste everyone's shi20. Go start there. I doubt Tra cut anything of that doofus. He can't write a complete sentence.


SpaceCowboy wrote:
TraLaLa wrote:

Hi there MaryIshtar so nice to see you here. I have another question: What does your name mean?
Let's share shAll we?

www.google.com/#sclient=psy&hl=en&am...;fp=48e89ff3ea888421





WHORE


SpaceCowboy wrote:

I'd like to let everyone know I've gotten there many of times with a good bottle of Tequila. Not just any. Don't make that mistake or you'll go the other way. I think that's desecension. And its a bit pricey in todays economy ($65.00), but you can ascend many times.

The tequila is called Tonala. No need to do any chanting, or worship of any kind. Three shots and BLAME, your in.

Peace


This is your ex mod LITA showing her true colors. Nice choice for a moderator....

CrystalChi wrote:
MaryIshtarCreiddylad wrote:
Tangent wrote:
zaina wrote:

Feeling stalked now ,,is this allowed


Apparently anything is allowed. Didn't you get the memo?
The moderators who tried to follow guidelines here got overruled. Surely your buddies got that particular memo, since they created it.


That would not be possible if there had not been an actual "rule" to support such "overruling" as you say it. Which implies that they must not have followed the rules themselves, it would seem. And since one came back after a big dramatic crash and burn of martyrdom for her lovely mind master (so it seems anyway) as a secret profile and stalked people waging her virtual secret back door war against those whom she perceived had done her wrong... and pretended to be someone else... until she was exposed as a former mod with an alternate profile, I would say it seems like it is very clear what kind are in that same flock. Mods are not police. They are supposed to be 'moderate'... and to set an example for others of behaving in a moderate, tempered, fair fashion.


Ok you piece of human poor me garbage, I as a member here have the same rights as you, I left my mod position on principle unlike you trashing this place, you want to take me on filthy WHORE go for it, at lest I am not a whining better than a human garbage whore like you are. I came back in here because of the human crap that you are, unlike you whore I liked the people in this forum. the reason for the new me profile a/c is because of garbage like you who just have to keep this shi20 going how many time do I have to say I backed up a friend, then saw what the garbage you7 and your dragon friends were doing to this place and thought gee couldn't say any of this shi20 when I was a mod.. just because you didn't like it I was the police...dealing with whores like you maybe I need to be but seems the rules have changed ..MaryIshtar whore.. I can call you that as its a thread about you being called a whore so I am in context...you want to take me on go for it, make up your mind though, and I a little follower of friends or am I ex mod police.. or maybe both..so come on you fuc11ing little whore... go for it, or I could just reach through here and get you anyway... see you don't know me...you just snipe at me.. ask your friends about my avatar , I never did answer Tony about that now did I... would I want to waste my time with somebody so far down the food chain as you..have not made up my mine yet, have to have coffee first while I ponder how to handle you once and for all. because the more I write the more I see that you might not be worth my trouble... poor little MaryIshtar the mouth that was...hahahahahahahaha gee I was about to just leave this place again, see I can go and come back...you fuc11 whit whore.

Arctourist, you 2 faces shi20 ball I would hit the ban button again on you if I had the chance...you want to join in the love me 1 min hate me the next.. I will take you on too if you like.. but honestly and truthfully you really are not worth it.. your more like an ant underfoot... so still wanna play honey


SpaceCowboy wrote:

This is a great forum, but we have a serious bug infestation at the moment. What they do is piss all over which attracts more bugs.

camelotforum.com/index.php?option=com_ku...=3630&Itemid=164

RAKMEiSTERr wrote:

it is whatever you make of it untill you ignore them all/incl them useless posts in the gazillionfold.
and thus stop feeding them your energy. and time. and let them do their talk to themselfs that choose to play the a-b a-b-c. get tired and meaningless when noone is watching is it. just with a child.
and them normal folks, indeed wont take all SHI20 you throw at them.
nor will i.
but than again, which point of the ones i made in like 10 threads on your BS threads by now, have you gotten into. none exactly. yes folks its that simple.
WAKE THE F*CK UP
and yes new ones will unwillingly fall into the trap.
SO MODS/ADMINS you know what you should do since your doing absolutely nothing.
give them a subthread under :dragons and snakes with love and ego: and let them play in their kindergarten all alone, and not infesting this hole forum.


- "Dead text" wastes bandwidth as well as disk space and reading time. When replying to a post, please quote only the previous text that is essential to the reply. This does slightly slow down the speed with which you may respond to a post, but is in consideration of the other members. Every time you respond to a post, your dead-text cleanup job should include all the advertising material at the end of the post which sometimes accumulates. The moderation team may edit or reject posts that violate this guideline. It only takes a few extra seconds but it makes a world of difference in the quality of our presentation.


SpaceCowboy wrote:
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.

ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY.
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKE SPACECOWBOY A DULL BOY..

camelotforum.com/index.php?option=com_ku...t=300&Itemid=164

TraLaLa wrote:
Debradenslow wrote:

We are "the forum"... colors are fine! But you cannot hide who you truly are! Your posts speak volumes about you... from beginning to end...over 1600 for you which by the way I have no desire to delve into!

WHOOO HOOO 1700!!!


- Personal conversations should be conducted privately. Although the majority of our members are "lurkers" who do not regularly post, do remember that your posts are going out to hundreds of people who may not find private jokes or topics beneficial. Try to keep posts on topic at all times.


Many violations of this too numerous to mention here but this is plastered all over your forums in plenty of examples by the above mentioned violators.

Dear Tommy and Kerry and anyone else who cares about the reputation of the forum, who is out of line here? This obvious gang of 'trolls' spewing hate speech and vulgarity all over your forum OR the Thubans who are trying to maintain the forum rules and guidelines and polite decorum? Point me to the evidence where the Thuban's have engaged in above mentioned behavior, show the evidence. But please don't bury your heads in the sand and pretend that these detractors, spammers and vulgarity spewers are not completely out of line.

All I ask is that you look at the evidence presented here and if you really do have guidelines and rules, then enforce them. It appears to me that this is being allowed to go on by the administration, to what purpose this can benefit Camelot, I do not know. All this behavior is doing is causing your readership to make laughing stock out of the Camelot material. How do you expect anyone to take you seriously if you sit back and condone this type of behavior and stone grinding to continue.

All we have ever asked is for a place here to share information. We have complied with what you set forth for us as rules of engagement and have put our disclaimers in place 'For the record". We have acknowledged and taken action on your advice as a way to proceed here on your forum seriously and out of respect for Camelot and what it stands for with integrity and honor. Can you do the same?

Sincerely, Raven
Replies to this message; if on an OP thread started by me; might appear as context feedback on other forums without links to profile ID on Camelot.
The Presence of the Mosaic implies the will of Unity=God=Starhumanity and not the will of Humanity=Man=Separation!
I Am One in Many and Many in One!
Exe*=1


#33003 March 30th, 2011
SpaceCowboy wrote:

Brilliant Raven, you've mastered copy and paste and wasted 15 minutes of your life.


#33019 March 30th, 2011
RAKMEISTERr wrote:

if you ganna quote me quote me fully ty
Re: The Thuban material, what is it?
#32979 1 hour, 14 minutes ago

it is whatever you make of it untill you ignore them all/incl them useless posts in the gazillionfold.
and thus stop feeding them your energy. and time. and let them do their talk to themselfs that choose to play the a-b a-b-c. get tired and meaningless when noone is watching is it. just with a child.
and them normal folks, indeed wont take all SHI20 you throw at them.
nor will i.
but than again, which point of the ones i made in like 10 threads on your BS threads by now, have you gotten into. none exactly. yes folks its that simple.
WAKE THE F*CK UP
and yes new ones will unwillingly fall into the trap.
SO MODS/ADMINS you know what you should do since your doing absolutely nothing.
give them a subthread under :dragons and snakes with love and ego: and let them play in their kindergarten all alone, and not infesting this hole forum.

TY
but i can skype kerry also and ask how she looks at it all. she would laugh i think just like i am now.
**add**
oh 1 more add. since you wanna know what is it,

ITS WHAT WE ALLOWED INTO OUR REALLITY LONG LONG LONG AGO. YES THEM WERE NOT PART OF OUR REALLITY WHEN WE STILL WERE PURE. BUT CHOOSE TO EXPERIENCE THUS THIS BS CAME TO BE. AND HERE WE ARE IN 2011 eons later. THATS IT. CASE CLOSED.

~ Llove & Sound ~

RA KESH
THE-ONE

for the rest deer poor old you. you must have it hard. with all this reverse spychomambojambo. geese
grow up. or act like like it and all not just where it serves you.
we we we we.
iamthat,iam


The return of the Mother Frequency of 13 –33 and 136.1 Hz of empathy and compassion and through the forms of Shekinah, Sophia, Isis, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene Quan Yin, Shakti and all her deities will create new paradigms that can lead to increased harmony and peace on earth. 33 -22

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
act like that than if thats part of the proclaimment

also posted on my blog. or google
2011 Predictions, Ascension Symptoms & Ancient Mother Revelation Codes 13 Shekina Rose

RAKMEiSTER = राकईश Sanskrit - Lord of the full-moon day.
The two main motivators for a persons actions are, Fear and Love. I choose Love.

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#33024 March 31st, 2011
Gift wrote:



more of your daily reptilian dose

DD wrote:

Raven, seems to me you are making this about "Trolls" vs "Thubans". Speak for yourself! This whole thread is "Dead Air"... Why don't you take your vices personally to Tommy and Kerry through private mail instead of trying to "bait" others into useless discussions. Conduit closing.

The following user(s) said Thank You: TraLaLa


#33062
SpaceCowboy wrote:

Raven posted me so many times in there it made me look like an attention WHORE.

The following user(s) said Thank You: Tangent


#33067
RAKMEiSTERr wrote:

if you ganna quote me quote me fully ty
Re: The Thuban material, what is it?
#32979 1 hour, 14 minutes ago
it is whatever you make of it untill you ignore them all/incl them useless posts in the gazillionfold.
and thus stop feeding them your energy. and time. and let them do their talk to themselfs that choose to play the a-b a-b-c. get tired and meaningless when noone is watching is it. just with a child.
and them normal folks, indeed wont take all SHI20 you throw at them.
nor will i.
but than again, which point of the ones i made in like 10 threads on your BS threads by now, have you gotten into. none exactly. yes folks its that simple.
WAKE THE F*CK UP
and yes new ones will unwillingly fall into the trap.
SO MODS/ADMINS you know what you should do since your doing absolutely nothing.
give them a subthread under :dragons and snakes with love and ego: and let them play in their kindergarten all alone, and not infesting this hole forum.

TY


but i can skype kerry also and ask how she looks at it all. she would laugh i think just like i am now.
**add**
oh 1 more add. since you wanna know what is it,

ITS WHAT WE ALLOWED INTO OUR REALLITY LONG LONG LONG AGO. YES THEM WERE NOT PART OF OUR REALLITY WHEN WE STILL WERE PURE. BUT CHOOSE TO EXPERIENCE THUS THIS BS CAME TO BE. AND HERE WE ARE IN 2011 eons later. THATS IT. CASE CLOSED.

~ Llove & Sound ~

RA KESH
THE-ONE

for the rest deer poor old you. you must have it hard. with all this reverse spychomambojambo. geese
grow up. or act like like it and all not just where it serves you.
we we we we.
iamthat,iam


The return of the Mother Frequency of 13 –33 and 136.1 Hz of empathy and compassion and through the forms of Shekinah, Sophia, Isis, Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene Quan Yin, Shakti and all her deities will create new paradigms that can lead to increased harmony and peace on earth. 33 -22

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
act like that than if thats part of the proclaimment

also posted on my blog. or google
2011 Predictions, Ascension Symptoms & Ancient Mother Revelation Codes 13 Shekina Rose


MaryIshtarCreiddylad wrote:

Thank you Raven.

"If your relationship or your work is empowered by a myth, then it will have extra energy and inspiration. But do you know what that myth is and what it is saying?" ~ The Tree of Life Oracle

#33072
Tangent wrote:
SpaceCowboy wrote:
Tangent wrote:
SpaceCowboy wrote:

Raven posted me so many times in there it made me look like an attention WHORE.

Maybe you should lodge a complaint, SC. I mean, a "whore hunt" isn't any more fair than an alleged "witch hunt."

Is it? I wouldn't know who to snivel and whine to.

Just look for anyone with forum "owner" or "admin" after their name. That would be a good place to start. I've heard it works wonders.
But you have to stress that you're being victimized. That is key.
Living in tangent space



#33077
Chaska108 wrote:

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What does that mean? It Means ....Buckle your seat belt Dorothy - Because Kansas is going Bye! Bye!
Moderator

The following user(s) said Thank You: Tangent



#33120 March 30th, 2011
T.S. wrote:
SpaceCowboy wrote:
eileenrose wrote:

When I first addressed this topic, I quickly surmised that Kerry wouldn't get involved. With moderator after moderator (or so it feels like) getting dished, and served up, it might finally get her attention. If she doesn't stop all the snipping, who is left to?
And PS, I wasn't in support of the Charles interview. It seemed a low point in this project continued viability.
So is this on-going Thuben followers complaints and tirades karma (for letting someone of that a low level into our midst- 'energies')?
And is this all happening 'releasing of negative karma' because of the split between the Project Camelot leaders that is still reverberating out and continuing to damage further discussions?
Perhaps a new energy is needed to straighten everything out first before we begin to apprehend the ring leaders of this negative confluence of energies.


I still have a ton of good energy left. I can go on forever, non-stop, 24/7. If anyone needs any energy see me.



Listen......there's no 'negative karma' happening here. There is no need for 'new energy'. When distractions come, you must as 'why'? It's not like there aren't a FEW things going on out in the world that have been mentioned here which have had generative, unitive attention focused upon them. 'Energy follows attention', as the saying goes. You attended to it and now guess what...?!
Y'all are being sucked in and aren't sensing it. Take a break and get 'outside' what now appears, for all intents and purposes, to be simply a playground that needs a nap.... and some tolerance.
Blessings Be...



#33139 March 30th, 2011
Lita wrote:
arctourist wrote:

thank you raven-and everyone else
integrity is just a word...but it can be broken up into smaller words

Now that was intelligent...and I am back...
gee you guys are good at this reverse stuff.. brarvo.
Know that you are Love...Know that you are Loved & be at Peace on your journey



#33143
Gift wrote:

"we" dont really need to be organized, divided into packs of so called "projects" that goes nowhere. Nor "we" need to be united too.



#33177 March 31st, 2011
Lita wrote:
spaceless wrote:

This "Thuban" subject is certainly becoming a nice distraction...lol.
This seems like a huge waste of effort ,IM lowly O......
peace


Yes it is and totally boring..lol....distraction 101
Know that you are Love...Know that you are Loved & be at Peace on your journey



#33215 March 31st, 29011
SpaceCowboy wrote:
zaina wrote:

Space cowboy ,,,

I still have a ton of good energy left. I can go on forever, non-stop, 24/7. If anyone needs any energy see me.

Well well big boy ,You answered my question ,,can we be friends now ,,,


Someone mentioned that Thuban has their own forum. Really? Is this true Thuban? Post a link, invite us all over, let us in, lets eat pie.


#33220 March 31st, 2011
RAKEISTERr wrote:

this is gettingto a point of being boring useless and redundant absolete and pointless and meaningless.
so only good thing raven posted , is in topic title: this part:
STAND UP
yes TO your own FREEWILL.
​

RAKMEiSTER = राकईश Sanskrit - Lord of the full-moon day.
The two main motivators for a persons actions are, Fear and Love. I choose Love.

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#33238 March 31st, 2011
sianellen wrote:
SpaceCowboy: wrote:

Someone mentioned that Thuban has their own forum. Really? Is this true Thuban? Post a link, invite us all over, let us in, lets eat pie.

Yea funny that Thuban. You having a forum already, why on earth would you want to be here, especially as you feel so obviously uncomfortable here?Another thing just dawned on me, you weren't that comfortable at Avalon either were you? We won't mention that here though not our problem! Of course, you were here for a short period of time a while ago, were you not Thuban? That's were I get a little confused, just say for instance 'if' you keep falling out of bed, or should I say kicked out of bed, a couple of times, why would you not want to sleep in your own bed. Is it perhaps a little fear of isolation, can be scary, we understand that there's more comfort in numbers and dont't forget location, - it's all about location, location these days is it not? Needles to say you probably thought Camelot had more 'parking places' than you first realized. Must dash Thuban, big order of pies - all helping SpaceCowboy in the kitchen.




#33292 March 31st, 2011
sianellen wrote:
T.S. wrote:

Y'all are being sucked in and aren't sensing it. Take a break and get 'outside' what now appears, for all intents and purposes, to be simply a playground that needs a nap.... and some tolerance.

The naivety of not sensing 'it' as you say, is a luxury we cannot afford to take at the moment. Playgrounds are wonderful places to be, so why do you think we should let them simply nap, allowing the weeds to grow and devour every nick and cranny in dandelion winds. They creep so softly and inocently' gathering strength, deepening their roots in precious ground where naivety is lost for good. To shield the precious ground the language of foolery has wisdom unsurpassed, for the fool is the most trusted of all, he guards the secrets of the kingdom while he windes and weaves his joy and heartiness to all those who are ready to see in Truth. Laughter is the the KEY to life.



#33301 March 31st, 2011
arctourist wrote:

my dad tells me the same thing....always to laugh...



#33541 April 1st, 2011
Chakra wrote:
SpaceCowboy wrote:
Tangent wrote:
SpaceCowboy wrote:

Raven posted me so many times in there it made me look like an attention WHORE.

Maybe you should lodge a complaint, SC. I mean, a "whore hunt" isn't any more fair than an alleged "witch hunt."

Is it?
I wouldn't know who to snivel and whine to.


You could try someone's mother!

Of course I wouldn't - I am a little too cold blooded for any of that silliness!

Integrity is a concept of consistency of actions, values, methods, measures, principles, expectations, and outcomes.
In ethics, integrity is regarded as the honesty and truthfulness or accuracy of one's actions.
Integrity can be regarded as the opposite of hypocrisy,[1] in that it regards internal consistency as a virtue, and suggests that parties holding apparently conflicting values should account for the discrepancy or alter their beliefs.
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle - Plato



#33586 April 1st, 2011
Lita wrote:

Seems like Kerry and Tommy do have common sense.. they have not replied to this thread..
Know that you are Love...Know that you are Loved & be at Peace on your journey

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The Presence of the Mosaic implies the will of Unity=God=Starhumanity and not the will of Humanity=Man=Separation!
I Am One in Many and Many in One!
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GODDOG=DOGGOD=JCCJCJJC=52=26+26=13+13+13+13=5+2=7
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Re: Letter from a Thuban Insider...

magamud on Sat Oct 12, 2013 4:06 pm

Incredible stuff. A Seal indeed. Love, vitriol, intelligence, pragmatism all used to keep it closed. And a undercurrent of infantile dependence to authority. To be led...

The devil is very good at social engineering...



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Re: Letter from a Thuban Insider...

mudra on Wed Oct 23, 2013 12:03 am

shiloh wrote:
mudra wrote: We don't know what we miss when we fear and the time we waste in postponing or casting away the very Love we are made of.


"To truly restore, one has to find balance from merging free-will with cosmic law while being willing to do the construction work as architects of heaven on earth. One also has to be willing to transmute, release or integrate the fragmented and programmed aspects into Love & Wisdom, so the true nature and divine blueprint, can step forward within All. Laura Magdalena"

Love Always
mudra

Yes mudra, the 'Love Within' is indeed omnipresent and available to all, who seek for it. It can however not be found in ignoring or dismissing the 'Love Without', no matter how dire the circumstances and hindrances encountered in the search for it.

Indeed Shiloh

There so exists indeed a 'Enemy Within', who attemts to confuse and perplex as the human mind itself; about the state of the realms in which the Without has no value or worth and that any such 'Enemy Without' can be safely ignored in the physicality of the illusions.

(3) Jesus said, "If those who lead you say to you, 'See, the kingdom is in the sky,' then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you. Rather, the kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.

(11) Jesus said, ... On the day when you were one you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?"

(106) Jesus said, "When you make the two one, you will become the sons of man, and when you say, 'Mountain, move away,' it will move away."

(48) Jesus said, "If two make peace with each other in this one house, they will say to the mountain, 'Move Away,' and it will move away."

(89) Jesus said, "Why do you wash the outside of the cup? Do you not realize that he who made the inside is the same one who made the outside?"

Shiloh, October 10th, 2013
There are many roads we can choose to travel that sway us back and forth from Home.
Sometimes we walk them together with others and sometimes we find ourselves travelling them alone.
As our profound understanding of within as without broadens the apparent contradictions we found ourselves in
fade away and the bounderies melt down.
We are Home and realize that Home is same for everyone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVkdfJ9PkRQ


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Love for You
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Re: Letter from a Thuban Insider...

shiloh on Wed Oct 23, 2013 11:54 pm
mudra wrote:
shiloh wrote:
mudra wrote: We don't know what we miss when we fear and the time we waste in postponing or casting away the very Love we are made of.


"To truly restore, one has to find balance from merging free-will with cosmic law while being willing to do the construction work as architects of heaven on earth. One also has to be willing to transmute, release or integrate the fragmented and programmed aspects into Love & Wisdom, so the true nature and divine blueprint, can step forward within All. Laura Magdalena"

Love Always
mudra
Yes mudra, the 'Love Within' is indeed omnipresent and available to all, who seek for it. It can however not be found in ignoring or dismissing the 'Love Without', no matter how dire the circumstances and hindrances encountered in the search for it.

Indeed Shiloh

There so exists indeed a 'Enemy Within', who attemts to confuse and perplex as the human mind itself; about the state of the realms in which the Without has no value or worth and that any such 'Enemy Without' can be safely ignored in the physicality of the illusions.

(3) Jesus said, "If those who lead you say to you, 'See, the kingdom is in the sky,' then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you. Rather, the kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.

(11) Jesus said, ... On the day when you were one you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?"

(106) Jesus said, "When you make the two one, you will become the sons of man, and when you say, 'Mountain, move away,' it will move away."

(48) Jesus said, "If two make peace with each other in this one house, they will say to the mountain, 'Move Away,' and it will move away."

(89) Jesus said, "Why do you wash the outside of the cup? Do you not realize that he who made the inside is the same one who made the outside?"

Shiloh, October 10th, 2013
There are many roads we can choose to travel that sway us back and forth from Home.
Sometimes we walk them together with others and sometimes we find ourselves travelling them alone.
As our profound understanding of within as without broadens the apparent contradictions we found ourselves in
fade away and the bounderies melt down.
We are Home and realize that Home is same for everyone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVkdfJ9PkRQ



Love for You
mudra
Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea

THE SUN ENTERS SCORPIO
Tuesday, October 22nd at 11:10 pm PDT
Wednesday, October 23rd at 6:10 am UT
Posted Tuesday, October 22, 2013




Overnight, here in Pacific time, the Sun shifted signs, leaving the harmony-loving, cardinal air sign of Libra for Scorpio's deep fixed water. Our central star will be traveling through this sign of intense emotion until November 21st, and will join Saturn, Mercury, and the North Node of the Moon, all traversing this sign of transformative power.
This year's Scorpio season will require careful navigation through a Mercury retrograde cycle in this Pluto-ruled sign, another exact Uranus-Pluto square alignment which falls precisely Scorpio's own solar festival, Samhain or All Hallows, and two days before a New Moon and solar eclipse in Scorpio. Samhain (pronounced sow-in), which in turn falls just two days before a New Moon and solar eclipse. Samhain marks the midpoint between the autumn equinox and the winter solstice here in the Northern Hemisphere and is one of four "cross-quarter" days, along with Beltane, Lughnassa and Imbolc.

Between Scylla and Charybdis

With so many compelling astrological events happening concurrently over this next solar month, we may find ourselves confronted with difficult dilemmas, choosing between Scylla and Charybdis — in other words, stuck between the devil and the deep blue sea.
Scylla and Charybdis were mythical sea monsters described in Homer's epic poem The Odyssey who plagued sailors in the Strait of Messina, between Sicily and the Italian mainland.





On the Italian side was Scylla, a treacherous rocky shoal (described metaphorically as a six-headed sea monster), while off the Sicilian coast lurked Charybdis that caused the waters to swirl and seethe into a deadly whirlpool. Together they formed an inescapable gauntlet causing sailors to choose between a rock and a hard place. As Homer described it, the hero Odysseus had to choose between the two while passing through the strait during his famous extended adventure on the Mediterranean. Odysseus opted to pass closer to Scylla and risk losing some of his crew rather than imperil his entire ship in Charybdis' treacherous whirlpool. The painting shown here by the 18th century Swiss painter Johann Heinrich Füssli depicts Odysseus facing this watery dilemma.
So here we navigating through our own "Strait of Messina" in which several challenging events will try to wrap their tentacles around us simultaneously, and all happening during this dark, Pluto-ruled Scorpio season. It's a good time to examine what Scorpio represents.

Pluto-Ruled Scorpio: Mistress of the Shadowy Depths

Scorpio symbolizes the process of death and rebirth, rules the time of year, here in the Northern Hemisphere, when the wheel is turning toward the darkest days of winter.





The leaves are falling, the days are shorter, and the nights are long. It is a time for rest, winter's long slow preparation for a new growing season come spring. All around us are the undeniable signs that life is beating a fast retreat. Hades has burst forth from the Underworld, standing strong in his dark chariot with his smoldering good looks. He's found his love, Persephone, and they are off to their winter timeshare. Mother Demeter will have to wait until spring to see her daughter again.

Contrary to the way in which this myth is told, I don't see Persephone as a "kidnap victim" — and reading the myth this way I think muddles the deeper meaning of her story. Rather, I suspect Persephone went willingly, and perhaps the truth of this old tale was lost in translation long ago. The time was ripe for Persephone to shed her old life; and it was her mother, the Goddess Demeter, who couldn't let go, and suffered for it, not Persephone. Persephone's story may be a distorted fragment of an older myth, one of a dark female agricultural figure of death and rebirth. Persephone has to sacrifice her protected life with mother because she has outgrown it. It's time to move on. She releases her past and steps into the unknown future. And for her courage, Persephone is transformed from maid into the Queen of Darkness, co-ruler of the Underworld, certainly not a victim, slave or mere wife.

This is an important distinction because Persephone is such a potent Scorpionic symbol of regenerative power. The painting shown above, by the French artist Charles-Joseph Natoire, depicts Persephone as the empowered, enthroned Queen of the Underworld sitting quite contentedly next to Hades as his equal. She is wise, powerful, and in the painting is giving Psyche l'elixir de beauté. Psyche had been sent by a jealous Venus to the Underworld on what Venus had hoped would be a "wild goose chase" that would end in Psyche's death. But that's another story....



According to the Roman poet Ovid, in his Metamorphoses, it was the nymph Arethusa who first reported to Demeter that Persephone was in the Underworld. Until then, she had been searching the world without pause for her missing daughter. Spring failed to arrive each year and famine had spread throughout the world. Ovid wrote that while traveling in her stream below the earth, Arethusa saw Persephone sitting on her throne as the queen of Hades. On hearing this, Demeter immediately got in her chariot and flew to Mt. Olympus to demand that Zeus return her daughter:
"... That she has been stolen, I will bear, if only he will bring her back; for your daughter does not deserve to have a robber for a husband."

To which Zeus replied:
"... If only we are willing to give right names to things, this is no harm that has been done, but only love ... But if you so greatly desire to separate them, Persephone shall return to heaven, but on one condition only: if in the lower-world no food has as yet touched her lips. For so have the Moerae decreed."

But it was too late, for Persephone had already eaten those pomegranate seeds, and because of this she had to stay in the Underworld. Yet Hades generously relinquished Persephone for part of the year — even when he did not have to — for as the Fates decreed, she was stuck there forever. In the Homer's Hymn to Demeter, there is an interesting passage where Hades speaks to Persephone, and from this we get a pretty good picture that Persephone was no powerless victim, but indeed a revered Queen:
"... And while you are here, you shall rule all that lives and moves and shall have the greatest rights among the deathless gods: those who defraud you and do not appease your power with offerings, reverently performing rites and paying fit gifts, shall be punished for evermore."

The myth of Persephone's abduction and return is allegorical and illuminates her role as the personification of the renewal of life each spring, life that springs from the seeds of the earth and withdraws back again after the autumn harvest with the seeds for next spring. Persephone was a vegetation goddess, and along with her mother were the central figures of the Eleusinian mysteries that predated the Olympian pantheon.

And so the Scorpio cycle symbolizes this same "descent" — the time when we are called to do the same, or rather symbolically the same: to face what is rotting in our lives, what is dead and dying and let it go, release it. The Scorpio cycle works much like a composter with the discarded, stale contents of our lives. Under cover of winter, what we release is transformed into gold: rich black earth for the seeds of spring. It's the necessary counterpart to vernal gestation, this Scorpionic creation of a fertile ground that supports new life. Persephone goes to the Underworld for six months of the year, embracing her darkness, but she reemerges, transformed and renewed as the May Queen, the Goddess of Spring, every year.

Scorpio cycles aren't limited to intense, life-or-death issues though. It can be a time to just simply take out the proverbial trash: deal with the clutter and stale air that has been accumulating in your life. Every gardener knows that in order to harvest more fruit, you have to prune your trees every winter. Releasing can be as simple as no longer returning the phone call of someone who — if you are "Scorpishly" honest about it — detracts rather than contributes to your life. It can mean facing where you play the victim and thus lose your power in certain relationships, and stopping that nonsense once and for all; or owning up to the fact that you are sometimes sneaky and manipulative rather than direct, clear and honest. It can be delivering a long overdue message of love, or telling someone who has hurt you the painful truth. It can even be something fun like gathering up all the drab, unhappy clothes in your closet, along with that chipped mug, and carting it all off to the Goodwill. It can be having the courage to start therapy in order to face some deep wounds from the past that still haunt you.


All you can learn is what your own inward life is and try to stay loyal to that. We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. The old skin has to be shed before the new one can come.
— Joseph Campbell


Scorpio is the only sign to have three symbols — scorpion, eagle, and phoenix — a trinity of transformation. The phoenix is the mythical bird of Arabia, lost in the fire, yet arose from the ashes shiny and new, an ancient alchemical symbol of rebirth. The flames are purification, the burning of the dross — which can be an awful ordeal, exactly like burning in the fires of Hell.

What we give up, though, is the cost of our transformation, and what makes it hard is the degree to which you or someone else in your life — like Persephone's mother — is holding on and cannot let go. We sacrifice to make room for greater things, but it requires sometimes a powerful act of courage and a willingness to step into the unknown.
And this, for me, is the meaning and inspiration of Persephone's story and the Scorpio cycle. After all, the planetary co-ruler of Scorpio, along with courageous Mars, is Pluto, God of the Underworld — or Hades as he was called by the Greeks.



The Scorpio archetype closely correlates with the Tarot card, Death, shown here from the Rider-Waite deck. On the card we see Death depicted as a skeleton in armor riding a white horse.





Death has already trampled a king and approaches a child, young woman, and a bishop begging to be spared — but no one is immune to Death no matter how powerful, pious or young. On Death's banner is the five-petaled white rose, which according to occultist Eden Gray is a symbol for the life-force and Mars, Scorpio's traditional ruler. The rose also carries the meaning of purity and heavenly passion: transmutation and spiritual perfection, it is an ancient symbol for spiritual joy. While most of us today equate the rose with love, it carries all of these meanings. The rose is also an emblem of secrecy. This is where the Latin term sub rosa, literally "under the rose," arose. When secret societies met in medieval times, this flower was hung from the ceiling to remind members that what was being discussed was to be held in strict confidence, it was knowledge for initiates only.
The river in the background of the card flows out to the sea, representing the transmuting nature of life: water evaporates into vapor, condenses into clouds, which then rains down as water once more. Matter is never lost, it only changes its form. In turn, Death is the closing of one door so another can open, putting the past behind us to embrace the new day. In the distance on the Eastern horizon, the Sun is rising. Death symbolizes the renewal that comes from release, its larger meaning. An ending yes, but also a new beginning.



Scorpio Keywords: Magnetic, Powerful, Deep, Intense, Penetrating, Obsessive
Famous Scorpios (in no particular order): Pablo Picasso, Joni Mitchell, K. D. Lang, Kurt Vonnegut, Sojourner Truth, Theodore Roosevelt, Aaron Copland, Anne Tyler, Albert Camus, Carl Sagan, Charles de Gaulle, Charles Manson, Claude Monet, Condoleezza Rice, Bill Gates, Bjork, Dick Clark, Dylan Thomas, Ezra Pound, Ethan Hawke, Evelyn Waugh, Gerard Butler, Grace Kelly, Goldie Hawn, Howard Dean, Indira Ghandi, John Adams, John Cleese, John Keats, Johnny Mercer, Jonas Salk, Leonardo Dicaprio, Margaret Atwood, Marianne Moore, Marie Curie, Martin Scorsese, Marlene Dietrich, Owen Wilson, Peter Jackson, Richard Burton, Roy Rogers, Sally Field, Scarlett Johansson, Ted Turner, Vivien Leigh, Will Rogers
Gemstones: Topaz, Malachite, Apache Tear, Boji Stone, Emerald, Garnet, Herkimer Diamond, Obsidian, Rhodochrosite, Ruby
Colors: dark red and black



The Serenity Prayer is, I think, particularly helpful at this Scorpio time of year, especially this year with the North Node of the Moon, Saturn, Mercury and now the Sun all traveling through this sign of deep transformative power.

But letting go of what no longer works in our lives and what we have outgrown can be a supremely difficult and scary task. Fixed, Pluto- and Mars-ruled Scorpio does not give up until it has exhausted its search for the deeper truth and sometimes that search can border on unhealthy obsession. Keeping a detached perspective can be difficult, especially now, and this simple prayer is a helpful reminder of the importance of knowing that place "where angels fear to tread" and those times in life when it is a much wiser to let it go, and release it to a higher power:

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference.

http://www.bluemoon.bz/astrology/sun-ingress/scorpio/

For Alma Mater Mudra!



Shiloh, October 24th, 2013​

[11:26:32 AM-Friday, October 25th, 2013 +11UCT] Shiloh: I did not see her leave
[11:26:51 AM] Shiloh: She must have blocked something
[11:43:47 AM] Shiloh: 10:39 am October 24th my time
[11:44:18 AM] Shiloh: October 23rd - October 25th is the code of the 3 days of darkness
[11:45:37 AM] Shiloh:

Revelation 16:10-21
King James Version (KJV)

10 And the fifth angel poured out his vial upon the seat of the beast; and his kingdom was full of darkness; and they gnawed their tongues for pain,
11 And blasphemed the God of heaven because of their pains and their sores, and repented not of their deeds.

This is October 23rd, say in an inversion under chaos

12 And the sixth angel poured out his vial upon the great river Euphrates; and the water thereof was dried up, that the way of the kings of the east might be prepared.
13 And I saw three unclean spirits like frogs come out of the mouth of the dragon, and out of the mouth of the beast, and out of the mouth of the false prophet.
14 For they are the spirits of devils, working miracles, which go forth unto the kings of the earth and of the whole world, to gather them to the battle of that great day of God Almighty.
15 Behold, I come as a thief. Blessed is he that watcheth, and keepeth his garments, lest he walk naked, and they see his shame.
16 And he gathered them together into a place called in the Hebrew tongue Armageddon.

This is is October 24th, kinda fits and describes absorption of something in contraction

17 And the seventh angel poured out his vial into the air; and there came a great voice out of the temple of heaven, from the throne, saying, It is done.
18 And there were voices, and thunders, and lightnings; and there was a great earthquake, such as was not since men were upon the earth, so mighty an earthquake, and so great.
19 And the great city was divided into three parts, and the cities of the nations fell: and great Babylon came in remembrance before God, to give unto her the cup of the wine of the fierceness of his wrath.
20 And every island fled away, and the mountains were not found.
21 And there fell upon men a great hail out of heaven, every stone about the weight of a talent: and men blasphemed God because of the plague of the hail; for the plague thereof was exceeding great.

[11:47:24 AM] Shiloh: This is today, October 25th as the last day and the formation of a new cosmic ID

[11:48:24 AM] Shiloh: The Armageddon gathering so coincides with her leaving this chat
[12:07:27 PM] Sirius 17: interesting yes
[12:07:42 PM] Sirius 17: i am cooking a curry dish atm hopefully it will be done soon
[12:16:16 PM] Sirius 17: she said nothing to you?
[12:16:21 PM] Sirius 17: before she left
[12:16:29 PM] Shiloh: Nope
[12:16:54 PM] Shiloh: And I had some weird dreams
[12:17:04 PM] Sirius 17: what did you dream?
[12:17:22 PM] Shiloh: I had a new core, sort of
[12:17:34 PM] Shiloh: It was someone very famous lol
[12:17:42 PM] Sirius 17: madonna? lol
[12:17:48 PM] Shiloh: YES
[12:17:53 PM] Sirius 17: god i am good huh
[12:17:59 PM] Shiloh: How tf did you know?
[12:18:08 PM] Shiloh: It was very real
[12:18:09 PM] Sirius 17: cuz i am that good
[12:18:14 PM] Shiloh: I am amazed
[12:18:16 PM] Sirius 17: i know things lol
[12:18:26 PM] Sirius 17: ok weird story for you
[12:18:37 PM] Sirius 17: about a week ago i was looking at her nude pics on google
[12:18:40 PM] Shiloh: So this proves to me that this means something
[12:18:44 PM] Sirius 17: and i saw something there
[12:18:49 PM] Sirius 17: when she was younger you know
[12:18:52 PM] Shiloh: really?
[12:19:04 PM] Sirius 17: yes and it reminded me of what we saw in dd
[12:19:18 PM] Sirius 17: and i sat there and tried to figure out wf it was
[12:19:34 PM] Sirius 17: this was when i posted the madonna stuff remember
[12:19:36 PM] Sirius 17: the video
[12:19:38 PM] Sirius 17: and all that
[12:19:39 PM] Shiloh: No
[12:19:51 PM] Shiloh: But this dream also related to a 'bet'
[12:20:12 PM] Shiloh: Some ticket where the number was 2 and the horses name was Emeth but a female
[12:20:45 PM] Shiloh: It then won the race but became number 4 or 5 and I wondered if I had to protest to the betting company
[12:20:50 PM] Shiloh: This was agfterwards
[12:21:18 PM] Sirius 17: lol you and your horse betting
[12:21:20 PM] Shiloh: But Madonna was with me and like 'started to fall in love' and I did not believe this
[12:21:38 PM] Shiloh: We had one argument, when she asked about my income
[12:21:45 PM] Sirius 17: lol
[12:21:47 PM] Shiloh: I said it is irrelevant
[12:21:55 PM] Sirius 17: and she said?
[12:22:10 PM] Shiloh: But I knew it was her and that she had all the money anyone would ever need
[12:22:28 PM] Shiloh: She accepted my point and changed the subject or whatever
[12:22:34 PM] Sirius 17: hmmm yes i just wonder why she asked is all
[12:22:53 PM] Sirius 17: so what do you think this means?
[12:23:02 PM] Sirius 17: could she be your core Tony?
[12:23:27 PM] Sirius 17: would be a trip if it were lol
[12:23:45 PM] Shiloh: Nono
[12:23:49 PM] Shiloh: BUT
[12:24:00 PM] Shiloh: Madonna is MI of course and my CJ as MM
[12:24:34 PM] Shiloh: The number mixup means like 2 or 11 changes to something else
[12:24:41 PM] Shiloh: It IS the New cosmic ID
[12:26:05 PM] Shiloh: Madonna=62=Magdalene=Queen
[12:26:17 PM] Shiloh: 26 backwards as DOG=GOD
[12:26:40 PM] Shiloh: But actually I dont know the deeper meanings here
[12:27:09 PM] Shiloh: 38=11=Bride and DD's number
[12:27:18 PM] Shiloh: But then 44=Elder=8=62 as well
[12:27:35 PM] Sirius 17: right hmm that is strange
[12:27:49 PM] Shiloh: I dont know and there are still 10 days to go
[12:27:52 PM] Sirius 17: i am checking on curry again
[12:28:29 PM] Shiloh: Now tell me what you feel about Madonna when you felt this
[12:28:45 PM] Shiloh: My intuition is not strong enough
[12:38:31 PM] Sirius 17: i just wished that dd were more like her
[12:38:37 PM] Sirius 17: and that she was your core instead
[12:39:19 PM] Shiloh: Weird
[12:39:31 PM] Sirius 17: more like her in the sense that even though she is the 'material' girl she is no longer ignorant you know...to the world and its BS
[12:39:41 PM] Shiloh: yes
[12:39:56 PM] Shiloh: kabbalah friendly though the nabs way
[12:40:16 PM] Sirius 17: yes but this is the zohar you know
[12:40:23 PM] Shiloh: It is just strange that you would get an impresion over this
[12:40:24 PM] Sirius 17: she carries a copy of it with her always
[12:40:38 PM] Shiloh: It was clearly her
[12:40:45 PM] Sirius 17: and Madonna has catholic upbringing
[12:40:51 PM] Sirius 17: as you might know
[12:40:58 PM] Shiloh: Yes Italiano
[12:41:03 PM] Sirius 17: yes
[12:41:13 PM] Sirius 17: so yeah this is really strange to me too
[12:41:38 PM] Sirius 17: i was wishing she could be your core and how would it be if madonna was privy to the 'insider' info like us
[12:41:43 PM] Sirius 17: what she would then be like
[12:42:05 PM] Shiloh: Well she is my age plus or minus 1
[12:42:17 PM] Sirius 17: yes
[12:42:19 PM] Shiloh: I dont know
[12:42:26 PM] Sirius 17: i dont either dear
[12:42:31 PM] Shiloh: What it means actually
[12:42:58 PM] Shiloh: I added this to the chart
[12:43:19 PM] Sirius 17: what?
[12:43:45 PM] Shiloh: Those 3½ days
[12:43:48 PM] Sirius 17: omg i am a good cook lol
[12:43:53 PM] Shiloh: It relates to this you see
[12:44:00 PM] Sirius 17: this curry is the bomb
[12:44:09 PM] Sirius 17: oh i look at it
[12:44:11 PM] Sirius 17: on spruz
[12:45:48 PM] Shiloh:

Revelation 6:8
And I looked, and behold a pale horse: and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him. And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth, to kill with sword, and with hunger, and with death, and with the beasts of the earth.

[12:46:08 PM] Shiloh: It is a third everywhere else
[12:47:37 PM] Sirius 17: yes i saw this
[12:47:44 PM] Sirius 17: and the astro stuff too
[12:51:09 PM] Shiloh: Yes it fits with the Death Tarot card
[12:51:20 PM] Sirius 17: yes transformation
[12:51:39 PM] Sirius 17: and yeah i can identify with all of it
[12:52:08 PM] Shiloh: it is a precarious time
[12:52:15 PM] Sirius 17: i am feeling ok today, had some trouble breathing this morning though
[12:52:27 PM] Shiloh: It should improve from now on
[12:52:45 PM] Shiloh: The tail of the Ouroboros catches its head today
[12:53:06 PM] Shiloh: Closing the Circle of the Behemoth-Leviathan in Job
[12:54:06 PM] Sirius 17: yes i saw that
[12:54:12 PM] Sirius 17: i thought it was on the 26th
[12:55:37 PM] Shiloh: The 25th is the 1st day of the end, say the Old HeavenHell and the 26th is the 1st day of the New HeavenHell as the AlphaOmega sabbath yes
[12:56:01 PM] Sirius 17: but i can see this is like your squaring the circle pythagorus stuff too right
[12:56:28 PM] Shiloh: Yes, you could say this is a form of 'Squaring the Circle'
[12:56:33 PM] Sirius 17: this is it
[12:56:42 PM] Sirius 17: the scorpio wand more or less
[12:56:49 PM] Sirius 17: arcing its way through the mazzaroth
[12:57:03 PM] Shiloh: It is all related to the final 8 weeks to the Rainbow Covenant
[12:57:09 PM] Sirius 17: hailing the appearance of ophiuchus
[12:57:19 PM] Shiloh: Starting September 10th and ending November 5th
[12:57:23 PM] Sirius 17: yes
[12:57:54 PM] Shiloh: As the Palm-Sunday to Whit-Sunday timewarp
[12:58:16 PM] Shiloh: Ophiuchus is November 22nd-23rd as the Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp
[12:58:47 PM] Shiloh: As the mirror image of for the Taurus-Gemini cusp May 21st-22nd the Arachne 14th sign say
[12:58:59 PM] Sirius 17: yes i know god i can't think of the name of the chart its on either
[12:59:09 PM] Sirius 17: something pythagorian
[1:00:08 PM] Sirius 17: i used to have all these charts on my old computer
[1:00:23 PM] Sirius 17: its buried someplace in spruz
[1:12:59 PM] Sirius 17: https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150090122379095&set=a.10150090058849095.284051.528974094&type=3&theatre

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[1:13:22 PM] Sirius 17: this one the stargates of israel in the octogon of pythagoras
[1:13:40 PM] Sirius 17: your drawing on the chart reminded me of this
[1:13:49 PM] Sirius 17: sorry it took me so long to find it
[1:14:17 PM] Sirius 17: i was searching my computer first thinking i had it
[1:14:23 PM] Sirius 17: i knew i had it someplace lol
[1:15:01 PM] Shiloh: It is interesting to compare the Tarot 13-14-15-16 to the Egyptian Cartouche
[1:15:15 PM] Shiloh: I will add this to the post
[1:15:40 PM] Shiloh: Yes the Octagon chart depicts the 13th starsign
[1:16:01 PM] Sirius 17: yes well i thought you were referring to this in your little diagram on the new chart
[1:17:31 PM] Sirius 17: i wish i knew what the hell your dream means
[1:17:47 PM] Sirius 17: i think it is important
[1:20:37 PM] Shiloh: So do I
[1:20:54 PM] Shiloh: It is important for the ment-ment template for all cores
[1:27:45 PM] Sirius 17: where are you posting?
[1:28:03 PM] Shiloh: spruz and the letters
[1:30:15 PM] Sirius 17: you know you should say something to Rok and Xeia
[1:30:20 PM] Sirius 17: in core
[1:30:31 PM] Sirius 17: i think they are waiting for you to come on
[1:30:41 PM] Sirius 17: and your hiding lol
[1:30:49 PM] Shiloh: I will when they talk to you there
[1:31:01 PM] Shiloh: I am looking for those cards
[1:31:12 PM] Sirius 17: oh ok

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[1:56:34 PM] Shiloh: I edited and now you can see the correlation between the:
[1:57:27 PM] Shiloh: 1. Waters of the Murkiness of Scorpio transforming into the Eage-Phoenix of the metamorphosis of the human caterpillar into the starhuman butterfly
[1:57:49 PM] Shiloh: 2. Earth of the Temperance in the 'mixing of the waters' by the 'cosmic watchers' or observers
[1:58:07 PM] Shiloh: 3. Sirius or ET connect to the Devil as the harmonisations of the oppositions in a new nondual perception
[1:58:33 PM] Shiloh: 4. Lotus as the 'Home of the Elements' connect to the Tower of Destruction as the 'Fall of Babylon' as the false image 'Whore=69=Jehovah' of Old Jerusalem-Barbelo
[1:58:55 PM] Shiloh: For the timeline of the 3½ days of metaphysical darkness from October 22nd to October 26th, 2013
[2:06:36 PM] Sirius 17: where is the edit again?
[2:06:40 PM] Sirius 17: sorry i was cleaning up
[2:06:56 PM] Sirius 17: my kitchen was a disaster after the curry
[2:11:30 PM] Sirius 17: oh ok i see it
[2:12:25 PM] Sirius 17: yes i like these egyptian cards
[2:13:11 PM] Sirius 17: in Tarot, the tower is more like the real death card
[2:13:23 PM] Sirius 17: if i see it in someones reading it means serious shi20
[2:14:02 PM] Sirius 17: because it means like earth shattering change ususally
[2:14:07 PM] Sirius 17: clean slate
[2:14:34 PM] Sirius 17: depending on how it is aspected to other cards it could mean serious health problems or even death
[2:14:35 PM] Shiloh: yes and its 13-14-15-16 as the 3½ days of darkness
[2:14:59 PM] Sirius 17: yeah i see how you have them
[2:15:36 PM] Sirius 17: the tower is not always bad but it definately indicates ground breaking changes
[2:15:49 PM] Sirius 17: something so radical and unexpected
[2:15:58 PM] Sirius 17: i hate that card lol
[2:16:11 PM] Sirius 17: think of a bolt of lightening through your brain
[2:16:20 PM] Sirius 17: it gives me chills
[2:16:28 PM] Shiloh: I like the card
[2:16:29 PM] Sirius 17: and i mean a real one
[2:16:49 PM] Shiloh: I dont particularly like the Old World and its human mindedness
[2:17:31 PM] Sirius 17: well the times i have seen it in a negative aspect in someones reading they died or someone they knew died
[2:17:39 PM] Sirius 17: i seriously hate that card
[2:17:46 PM] Sirius 17: for that reason
[2:18:02 PM] Shiloh: Egyptian #14 is the Thoth-Earth-Pyramid sequence as 5-14-23

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[2:18:19 PM] Sirius 17: it has only happend a few times but it was enough that it freaks me out
[2:18:56 PM] Shiloh: Well the dreams do indicate this, as does the 'one left and one taken' code in Matthew and in the GOT
[2:19:05 PM] Sirius 17: yes i know
[2:19:46 PM] Sirius 17: i am not afraid of death, but i sure hate to see anyone die
[2:20:10 PM] Sirius 17: its just such a waste
[2:20:10 PM] Shiloh: It refers to the old seed dying to become a new seed
[2:20:39 PM] Sirius 17: yes and i also know what Jesus said about loosing your old life to gain a new one
[2:20:42 PM] Sirius 17: i get it
[2:20:49 PM] Sirius 17: fine with me
[2:21:09 PM] Sirius 17: the old world has nothing for us anyhow
[2:21:50 PM] Shiloh:

1 Corinthians 15:35-37

35 But some man will say, How are the dead raised up? and with what body do they come?
36 Thou fool, that which thou sowest is not quickened, except it die:
37 And that which thou sowest, thou sowest not that body that shall be, but bare grain, it may chance of wheat, or of some other grain:

[2:22:35 PM] Sirius 17: yes related to the one in the GOT also about the man round about the lamb

(60) <They saw> a Samaritan carrying a lamb on his way to Judea. He said to his disciples, "That man is round about the lamb."
They said to him, "So that he may kill it and eat it."
He said to them, "While it is alive, he will not eat it, but only when he has killed it and it has become a corpse."
They said to him, "He cannot do so otherwise."
He said to them, "You too, look for a place for yourself within repose, lest you become a corpse and be eaten."

[2:24:13 PM] Sirius 17: lol number 60=WORD also
[2:24:21 PM] Sirius 17: the Alpha and Omega
[2:25:27 PM] Shiloh: Yes and 60=30+30 as the two parts of the Bread imaged and mirrored in each other
[2:25:33 PM] Sirius 17: yes
[2:25:37 PM] Sirius 17: the barley and the rye
[2:25:59 PM] Shiloh: The Wheat and the Chaff
[2:26:12 PM] Sirius 17: that too
[2:26:25 PM] Shiloh: The valuable cosmically and the dross to be thrown away or burnt to ashes for the Phoenix to rise from
[2:27:08 PM] Sirius 17:

Ezekiel 4:9

9 Take thou also unto thee wheat, and barley, and beans, and lentiles, and millet, and fitches, and put them in one vessel, and make thee bread thereof, according to the number of the days that thou shalt lie upon thy side, three hundred and ninety days shalt thou eat thereof.

[2:28:04 PM] Sirius 17: what is this one related to Tony?
[2:28:26 PM] Sirius 17: 390 days i know
[2:28:38 PM] Sirius 17: but what else
[2:28:59 PM] Shiloh: Yes it relates to the 'feeding of the multitudes' with the 'manna from heaven'
[2:29:03 PM] Sirius 17: it is good bread btw
[2:29:11 PM] Sirius 17: if you actually make it lol
[2:30:09 PM] Shiloh: The 390 days are the Ezekielian Left Siege of Israel AND the preparation of the four angels of Euphrates, which hold the four winds of destruction and visitation at check until those 390 days are completed
[2:30:32 PM] Sirius 17: ah ok
[2:30:59 PM] Shiloh: The date is September 9th-10th, 2013
[2:31:39 PM] Shiloh: 99 and 100 days before the fulfilment of the Euphrates prophecy
[2:32:10 PM] Shiloh: It is also encoded in the Dead Sea Scrolls
[2:32:14 PM] Sirius 17: yes and i remember talking to you about lying on the left and right sides of the bed, James and I
[2:32:18 PM] Sirius 17: and how we have switched
[2:32:19 PM] Shiloh: Yes
[2:39:46 PM] Sirius 17:

Gavriel Navarro

Lost on a white tuberose

How could I tell you I am sad,
that I miss so much your smile,
the glow of your light blue eyes,
the thick perfume of your soul
pouring sweetly over your voice,
while I love you in my silence
beyond desire with no return,
caring on my lips the warmth
of your taste, rooted within me.

As to say so many things sublime
stored within the pain in my chest,
that my heart is one ripped rose
crying blood and honey petals.
How to remove the gap of absence
in this outpouring purplish river,
calling you with the power of agony
and thus do not let you go this noon
when the sun shines on this love
Lost on a white tuberose....

Gavriel Navarro© 2013​

[2:40:02 PM] Sirius 17: he is getting pretty good with his poetry
[2:40:08 PM] Sirius 17: i thought i would share
[2:40:35 PM] Sirius 17: Barbara and Andrew invited him to our poetry group and this is what he just posted
[2:41:23 PM] Shiloh: yes its good
[2:42:18 PM] Sirius 17:

Gavriel Navarro

Mutism

To whom could I ask
why bodies transmute
enlightened of intellect
dissolved beneath the land.

Today I ask for an extension
while you get used
to the sound of my absence
under my silence.

I am no longer that blurry man
that the earth swallowed.
I am infinite substance
Twilight and Shadow

Abyss and rock salt
undiluted in time...

Gavriel Navarro© 2013​

[2:42:23 PM] Sirius 17: he posted this one yesterday
[2:42:54 PM] Sirius 17: i like it too
[2:43:23 PM] Sirius 17: i always liked Gav, haunted soul he is
[2:43:32 PM] Sirius 17: deeply emotional
[2:43:59 PM] Sirius 17: i appreciate his artistry with words and his depth
[2:44:25 PM] Sirius 17: it was strange his role with us
[2:44:35 PM] Sirius 17: and 44
[2:45:22 PM] Sirius 17: so many misunderstandings that were not necessary
[2:45:31 PM] Sirius 17: it does feel like we are turning new pages
[2:45:37 PM] Sirius 17: can you feel it?
[2:45:49 PM] Sirius 17: like maybe they can see things now
[2:45:53 PM] Sirius 17: like mudra
[2:46:08 PM] Shiloh: One can only hope so
[2:46:13 PM] Sirius 17: aye
[2:46:16 PM] Sirius 17: i do hope so
[2:47:03 PM] Sirius 17: do you think 44 will come back?
[2:47:10 PM] Shiloh: I dont know
[2:47:51 PM] Shiloh: Can she become Lassie or not? This is the question for me and the MILD
[2:48:08 PM] Sirius 17: i am sad
[2:48:14 PM] Shiloh: If not she is free from us and all things Thuban and the Logos
[2:48:40 PM] Sirius 17: its so sad to me that she couldn't just talk to us like she did you that one day...the whole two years
[2:48:50 PM] Sirius 17: what we could of all done
[2:48:57 PM] Sirius 17: and became
[2:49:06 PM] Shiloh: She is Nabs fuc11ed to the extreme and now by the Barbara Marciniak Nabs
[2:49:22 PM] Shiloh: 'Clan mothers from the Pleiadeans', come on
[2:49:29 PM] Sirius 17: i think she left because she was sad about Xeia and Rok meeting
[2:49:52 PM] Shiloh: BM has some nice points and I have a few books from her, but overall it is just more Nabs
[2:49:58 PM] Sirius 17: i dont know i just get a feeling that she wishes that it could be you and her but is too stuborn to say her deepest wish
[2:50:04 PM] Sirius 17: too fuc11ing stuborn
[2:50:06 PM] Sirius 17: it is so sad
[2:50:23 PM] Shiloh: One can only try to fathom
[2:50:42 PM] Sirius 17: i dont either but this is what i felt
[2:50:51 PM] Sirius 17: maybe i am wishfully thinking
[2:50:55 PM] Shiloh: Perhaps
[2:51:41 PM] Sirius 17: yes she has been totally highjacked by the nabs for sure
[2:52:01 PM] Sirius 17: there will be no more answers there for her
[2:52:07 PM] Sirius 17: only emptyness
[2:52:18 PM] Sirius 17: she can't see this yet
[2:52:34 PM] Sirius 17: it can't be long now though
[2:52:44 PM] Sirius 17: the world is so empty
[2:53:05 PM] Sirius 17: i can't even bear to look at our news here
[2:53:13 PM] Sirius 17: everyday another atrocity
[2:53:23 PM] Sirius 17: another shooting
[2:53:27 PM] Sirius 17: this time the children
[2:53:31 PM] Sirius 17: wild guns
[2:53:50 PM] Sirius 17: day after day of this emptiness
[2:54:25 PM] Sirius 17: you cannot look to the nabs for answers when this kind of shi20 permeates the world
[2:54:36 PM] Sirius 17: and go tralalala
[2:54:48 PM] Sirius 17: its not fuc11ing funny
[2:54:59 PM] Sirius 17: its gross beyond gross
[2:55:36 PM] Sirius 17: but go ahead and go to your nabs conventions and pay your money for some BS artist to tell you what it is all about
[2:55:50 PM] Sirius 17: buy your books and your crystals and your DVDs
[2:55:57 PM] Shiloh: It would be funny, were it not so sad indeed
[2:56:03 PM] Sirius 17: ignore the emptiness around you
2:56:42 PM] Sirius 17: the whole lot of them are living in LA LA land
[2:56:58 PM] Sirius 17: oh we'll just wait for the rapture
[2:57:10 PM] Shiloh: It will be a long wait
[2:57:15 PM] Sirius 17: yes
[2:57:34 PM] Sirius 17: the crows are gathering in big flocks now
[2:57:43 PM] Sirius 17: carrion feast
[2:57:51 PM] Shiloh: As written
[2:58:20 PM] Shiloh: The 'alchemical wedding feast and supepr of the lamb, when all the fowls of heaven are gathered
[2:59:46 PM] Shiloh:

Revelation 19:17-21

17 And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God;

18 That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great.

19 And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army.

20 And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.

21 And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh.

[3:00:36 PM] Sirius 17: amen lol
[3:01:11 PM] Sirius 17: i did see the largest murder of crows ever flying overhead yesterday
[3:01:15 PM] Sirius 17: it was thousands
[3:01:40 PM] Sirius 17: i have seen them before in the fall but not this many
[3:01:47 PM] Sirius 17: it was quite a site to behold
[3:01:50 PM] Shiloh: It is the new jurisdiction from the highest realms, no matter what the nabsers and the skeptics make of it
[3:02:03 PM] Sirius 17: i smiled
[3:02:08 PM] Sirius 17: i knew what it meant
[3:02:57 PM] Sirius 17: it made me happy inside to see them
[3:02:59 PM] Shiloh: The Ravens de Noah flying towards the Rainbow Covenant
[3:03:04 PM] Sirius 17: aye
[3:03:16 PM] Sirius 17: the new land
[3:03:27 PM] Sirius 17: they are flying to claim it
[3:04:34 PM] Shiloh: Yes, because the insider observer can look through the deception facade of the human mind created Devil as the Lived - displaced by the face of the Logos
[3:05:27 PM] Shiloh: The Janus of new beginnings
[3:05:51 PM] Shiloh: Iow, Abba has opened the gate of the Baab
[3:06:06 PM] Shiloh: The Goddess is leaving her cocoon
[3:06:13 PM] Shiloh: Madonna again
[3:06:35 PM] Shiloh: 62=Queen=Magdalene=Madonna and she is both black and white
[3:07:06 PM] Sirius 17: yes
[3:08:29 PM] Shiloh: Once the new jurisprudence exists and the 'Words of Jesus' are fulfilled, then the Earth goddess herself will become executor of this new legislature
[3:09:02 PM] Shiloh: And this will become cosmic law from November 5th, 2013
[3:09:25 PM] Shiloh: No Nabs or conspiracy theories required
[3:10:03 PM] Shiloh: It will all manifest naturally in a new track and path taken by the entire cosmos evolving as a reconfigured omni-verse

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[3:11:39 PM] Sirius 17:

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[3:11:43 PM] Sirius 17: can you watch this one?
[3:12:45 PM] Sirius 17:
Tracklist:
00:00 - 03:00 Animal
03:01 - 05:57 Set The Right
05:58 - 09:01 Is This Love? (Bon d'Accord)
09:02 - 12:09 I'm In Love With Love
12:10 - 14:58 Keep The Trance
14:59 - 19:44 History (Land of the Free)
19:45 - 23:34 (Traveling) Across The Sky
23:35 - 28:25 Broken (Don't U Feel Sorry)
28:26 - 31:54 Triggering (Your Senses)
31:55 - 35:37 Revenge
35:38 - 39:47 Like An Angel Passing Through My Room (ABBA Cover)
39:48 - 44:15 Liquid Love

Bonus Track:
44:16 - 49:22 No Substitute For Love
Category-Entertainment

[3:12:50 PM] Sirius 17: this is the playlist
[3:13:35 PM] Shiloh: Well she was very cosy indeed and really desired my attentions lol. He back and skin was so smooth
[3:13:49 PM] Sirius 17: its just so weird i was thinking how would it be if she met you for real
[3:14:08 PM] Sirius 17: she is seeking i know that
[3:14:09 PM] Shiloh: Oh we clicked , she even said so
[3:14:17 PM] Sirius 17: lol
[3:14:19 PM] Sirius 17: i am sure
[3:14:37 PM] Shiloh: She said something like: "This is why we understand each other so well..."
[3:14:43 PM] Sirius 17: indeed
[3:14:53 PM] Sirius 17: i know she would so get us
[3:15:08 PM] Shiloh: Who knows, I always liked her energy and love sharing her too
[3:15:09 PM] Sirius 17: i see her as a Thuban
[3:15:28 PM] Sirius 17: even though she doesn't know about us likely
[3:15:30 PM] Shiloh: But one must 'have something', before one can share it lol
[3:15:31 PM] Sirius 17: higher D she does
[3:16:09 PM] Sirius 17: lol well if your ever going to meet her it will have to be the Logos that does it
[3:17:28 PM] Sirius 17: she would make a remarkable whore of Jesus though, wouldn't she?
[3:17:31 PM] Sirius 17: haha
[3:17:41 PM] Sirius 17: she is a rebel
[3:18:06 PM] Shiloh: Oh she would be a magnificent New Jerusalem
[3:18:35 PM] Shiloh: She is ageless and seemed eternal in my dream
[3:18:49 PM] Sirius 17: yes and sexy as you are
[3:18:56 PM] Shiloh: I wish
[3:19:15 PM] Shiloh: Well she saw no 'lackings' in me as others do
[3:19:25 PM] Sirius 17: you are that sexy dear
[3:19:27 PM] Sirius 17: we all are
[3:19:31 PM] Shiloh: Yes, as dragons we are
[3:19:57 PM] Sirius 17: yes well the 'others' are looking with human eyes
[3:20:28 PM] Sirius 17: lol how weird Tony
[3:20:34 PM] Sirius 17: for you to dream of Madonna
[3:20:46 PM] Shiloh: I know and it was lucid
[3:21:07 PM] Sirius 17: but you know if the Logos wanted a rockstar it would pick someone like her lol
[3:21:10 PM] Shiloh: I could not believe, that she wanted me
[3:21:25 PM] Sirius 17: why?
[3:21:30 PM] Sirius 17: your hot
[3:22:05 PM] Shiloh: In my dream, I simply was with her on a bed talking. But then it evolved into a partnership on her instigation not mine
[3:23:29 PM] Sirius 17: but you know i was thinking along these lines yesterday infact....thinking to myself that we deserve to hit lotto and everything else only possible for the rich...all this should be possible now for us, why should we suffer anymore ? and then i was thinking that immortals don't suffer this world and its BS, we just rule it all.
[3:23:55 PM] Shiloh: keep on dreaming; it might just eventuate
[3:24:00 PM] Sirius 17: why not lol
[3:24:11 PM] Shiloh: ? noT
[3:24:16 PM] Sirius 17: this is how it could evolve you know
[3:24:21 PM] Sirius 17: suddenly the poor people become rich
[3:24:25 PM] Sirius 17: it flips
[3:24:25 PM] Shiloh: 74=47
[3:24:31 PM] Sirius 17: exactly
[3:24:44 PM] Sirius 17: cosmic justice lol
[3:24:53 PM] Sirius 17: this of course would be pure Logos
[3:25:00 PM] Sirius 17: but can you imagine
[3:25:09 PM] Shiloh: I have no expectations, but one can dream
[3:25:13 PM] Sirius 17: being in the right place at the right time always lol
[3:25:45 PM] Sirius 17: well it was sort of a vision and day dream
[3:25:59 PM] Sirius 17: i don't expect anything either
[3:26:27 PM] Shiloh: It is amazing and certainly no coincidence, but confirmation of something, that you felt this before I had this dream
[3:26:31 PM] Sirius 17: but how funny i thought if an immortal hit lotto
[3:26:51 PM] Sirius 17: cosmic justice indeed lol
[3:27:01 PM] Sirius 17: well it must mean something
[3:27:35 PM] Sirius 17: because those who have suffered have had enough
[3:27:38 PM] Sirius 17: that includes us
[3:27:44 PM] Shiloh: It does indeed
[3:27:47 PM] Sirius 17: blessed is the man who has suffered and found life
[3:27:50 PM] Sirius 17: you know? It is our turn!
[3:28:24 PM] Sirius 17: but it somehow is not about the money
[3:28:29 PM] Sirius 17: but the reward
[3:28:41 PM] Shiloh: Well I was pleasantly surprised in this yes
[3:29:14 PM] Sirius 17: and so it fits with Madonna not making it a big issue you had no money
[3:29:24 PM] Sirius 17: it also sort of fits with my situation too
[3:29:36 PM] Shiloh: Yes, just she addressing this was strange
[3:29:43 PM] Sirius 17: James told me that he will take care of me even if i can't work again
[3:30:01 PM] Sirius 17: its not about the money he said or someone taking care of him, but the love and the US as a team
[3:30:52 PM] Sirius 17: he told me that he was not with me for any of that and if it means taking care of me to prove it he will
[3:30:59 PM] Sirius 17: to prove he loves me
[3:31:00 PM] Shiloh: This would be a cool hexcore indeed!
[3:31:23 PM] Shiloh: Not many would say no to Madonna
[3:31:26 PM] Sirius 17: lol
[3:31:35 PM] Sirius 17: i can't imagine no
[3:32:59 PM] Sirius 17: anyhow, James made me cry when he said all this to me
[3:33:28 PM] Sirius 17: because that is how i have felt about us all along you know
[3:33:44 PM] Shiloh: This might also reflect in XeiaRok now
[3:34:07 PM] Sirius 17: and we are the pearls
[3:34:16 PM] Sirius 17: of great price
[3:34:17 PM] Shiloh: As you say, the Logos and waves might integrate from the higher realms now in the JCCJ and the LoFaB
[3:34:48 PM] Shiloh: We should put this on core
[3:34:57 PM] Sirius 17: sure you paste it
[3:35:00 PM] Sirius 17: i always have trouble
[3:35:07 PM] Shiloh: Ok

[3:37:07 PM] Sirius 17:

"Broken (I'm Sorry)"
(Don't you feel sorry, don't you feel sorry...)

Broken like a crooked smile
A little hunched over but I walked that mile
I've woken from a fuzzy dream
You never would believe the things that I have seen

Don't you feel sorry for me
'Cause I'm right where the universe wants me to be
A lesson that I needed to learn
But that doesn't mean that it doesn't burn

Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry for me
'Cause I won't change my story
Don't take all my glory
Don't you feel sorry for me

Tied up with leather and rope
A little bit of medicine to give me hope
I'm inky like a smoking gun
It's gonna take a while to heal the damage done

Don't you feel sorry for me
'Cause I'm right where the universe wants me to be
A lesson that I needed to learn (A lesson that I needed to learn)
But that doesn't mean that it doesn't burn

Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry for me
'Cause I won't change my story
Don't take all my glory
Don't you feel sorry for me

(A lesson that I needed to learn)
No pain, no gain, no defective parts
No dirty business, no forgiveness, no broken heart

(Don't you feel sorry)

Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry for me
'Cause I won't change my story
Don't take all my glory
Don't you feel sorry for me

Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry
Don't you feel sorry for me
'Cause I won't change my story
Don't take all my glory
Don't you feel sorry for me

[3:39:50 PM] Sirius 17: Madonna

"Like An Angel Passing Through My Room"

Long awaited darkness falls
Casting shadows on the walls
In the twilight hour I am alone
Sitting near the fireplace, dying embers warm my face
In this peaceful solitude
All the outside world subdued
Everything comes back to me again
In the gloom
Like an angel passing through my room

Half awake and half in dreams
Seeing long forgotten scenes
So the present runs into the past
Now and then become entwined, playing games within my mind
Like the embers as they die
Love was one prolonged good-bye
And it all comes back to me tonight
In the gloom
Like an angel passing through my room

I close my eyes
And my twilight images go by
All too soon
Like an angel passing through my room

[3:40:16 PM] Sirius 17: these are all songs off of this album
[3:40:25 PM] Sirius 17: well these two were interesting
[3:40:28 PM] Sirius 17: they all are
[3:47:22 PM] Sirius 17:



[3:47:26 PM] Sirius 17: have you seen this?
[3:49:00 PM] Shiloh: Fake photoshopped
[3:49:40 PM] Sirius 17: yes i just found the symbology interesting
[3:49:50 PM] Sirius 17: being escorted by two ET's lol
[3:49:57 PM] Shiloh: Yes true
[3:50:03 PM] Sirius 17: JCCJ
[3:51:25 PM] Sirius 17: yes the NABS videos on this are prolific
[3:52:33 PM] Shiloh: And the Nabsers fall for them
[3:53:24 PM] Sirius 17: http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t2484p135-elementals-forgotten-maestros-of-manifestation
[3:53:33 PM] Sirius 17: Brook doesn't feel welcome at the mists?
[3:53:34 PM] Sirius 17: lol
[3:53:47 PM] Sirius 17: i wonder who talked her into coming back
[3:55:14 PM] Shiloh: siriarc
[3:56:25 PM] Sirius 17: oh yeah true i had not thought about him
[3:58:09 PM] Sirius 17: lol Tony your sharing our entire convo on MOA?
[3:59:08 PM] Sirius 17: trying to get Carol to ban us or what? lol
[4:01:21 PM] Sirius 17: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ophiuchus
[4:01:28 PM] Sirius 17: you should add this in someplace
[4:01:38 PM] Sirius 17: some of the images and explanation are good
[4:01:56 PM] Sirius 17: goes with the octagon of pythagoras stuff too
[4:02:11 PM] Shiloh: Iwas just about to end the 'sharing'
[4:02:41 PM] Sirius 17: yes well it shows the serpent tamer is cosmic
[4:02:49 PM] Sirius 17: written in the stars...
[4:03:16 PM] Shiloh: It is a very important day Raven, when the Tail of the Ouroboros catches its Head or vice versal
[4:03:38 PM] Sirius 17: yes checkmate lol
[4:03:45 PM] Shiloh: I dont care if they ban us. This is just for the testimonial now approaching its end and completion
[4:04:05 PM] Sirius 17: i know you don't, neither do i really
[4:04:10 PM] Shiloh: I know
[4:05:20 PM] Shiloh: http://www.themistsofavalon.net/t6814p15-letter-from-a-thuban-insider#97972
[4:05:42 PM] Shiloh: And http://www.birthofgaia.com/t255-letter-from-a-thuban-insider#3598



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mudra


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• Post n°25

Re: Letter from a Thuban Insider...

mudra on Sat Oct 26, 2013 1:40 pm
shiloh wrote:

The Serenity Prayer is, I think, particularly helpful at this Scorpio time of year, especially this year with the North Node of the Moon, Saturn, Mercury and now the Sun all traveling through this sign of deep transformative power.

But letting go of what no longer works in our lives and what we have outgrown can be a supremely difficult and scary task. Fixed, Pluto- and Mars-ruled Scorpio does not give up until it has exhausted its search for the deeper truth and sometimes that search can border on unhealthy obsession. Keeping a detached perspective can be difficult, especially now, and this simple prayer is a helpful reminder of the importance of knowing that place "where angels fear to tread" and those times in life when it is a much wiser to let it go, and release it to a higher power:

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference.


For Alma Mater Mudra!

Shiloh, October 24th, 2013
​

Thank You Shiloh

I'll take this as a present for my birthday soon to come.



Love for You
mudra



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