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The Sacred Purpose Of Orgasm

Posted by Adina Rivers on June 8, 2014 in Conscious Sexuality 58 Comments
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The Author
Adina Rivers


Author's Website
http://mytinysecrets.com/the-sacred-purpose-of-orgasm/

About Me
I am a Sexual Health-, Sexual Pleasure & Intimate Relationship-"Scientist".
And I myself am my best Guinea Pig. I try, I fall, I stand up, I enjoy, I cry, I triumph, and I share it all with you. Follow me on my journey to grow on your own journey.

Visit this blog regularly for updates.

The following words have been channeled by a psychic medium
and are supposedly coming from an extra-terrestrial species called the Pleiadians …
No, I am not nuts.
So don’t even go there and stay with me.

The message is amazing, powerful & empowering and to me this is all that counts.

I don’t care where it comes from.

You might believe in other species alive in this universe or not,
but the message hits the current zeitgeist.

Read it. Just do it. And do it without any judgement.
——————-
The Sacred Purpose of Orgasm

{a message from the Goddess Inanna}

In the Pleiades, we have always known and have always taught our children
the sacred purpose of orgasm.

This knowledge has been kept from you by the tyrant consciousness
that has controlled this plane, third dimensional planet Earth, for the past 6,000 years.

The tyrants found that it was much easier to control your species
if they brainwashed you with sexual guilt and suppressed your natural sexuality.

The power that flows through your body is the same power that allows the rest of us
(yes, you are not alone!) to access the myriad of nested layers of multidimensional realities that exist and have always existed all around you.
Doctors will tell you that an orgasm

is a matter of blood and nerve endings..

Your scientists and doctors will tell you that an orgasm is a matter of blood and nerve endings.

This physical explanation is not even the tip of the iceberg.

Your orgasms take place in a realm that remains largely invisible to most of you.

When you experience that sweet ephemeral pleasure you call orgasm,
something is occurring in the invisible realm which is very powerful.

If you were able to see the waves of energy that pour from your bodies
at the moment of orgasm, you would be very careful what you think about
when this happens.

There are waves upon waves of energy generated by your chakras (energy centers),
your endocrine system, and your physical reactions.
Be very careful what you are thinking

These waves of energy correlate precisely to your thoughts,
meaning your consciousness.

As you release these frequencies, an entire package flows out into the invisible realms.

This is why it is very important for you to be careful of what you are thinking
at this moment.

Those who are foolish enough to tune into dark thoughts, such as pain and bondage,
during their sexual experiences will find themselves plugged into
a lower plane of consciousness with some very draining companions.

All those wonderfully hideous images painted in the Middle Ages
will give you a good idea of the company you can expect to keep.
Your lust will increase,

but it will never really be satisfied

Not only will you hook yourself up to some very nasty entities,
but you will find your sexual experience limited and limiting.

Your lust will increase, but it will never really be satisfied.

Those lower dimensional forces which you have invited to feed upon
your orgasmic display will not want you to move on.

They will always want more from you.

This is why pornography, especially the victim style of pornography,
has very big cooties!

These negative draining parasitical entities can easily be felt even in cyberspace.
A Sacred Orgasm draws pure souls

If you want to use your experience to uplift you and your lover,
then you both must focus on your mutual consciousness.

Your endocrine system works in tandem with your chakras to emit waves of energy.

These wave forms have the frequency and even color which correspond precisely
with the level of your consciousness from your thoughts.

These waves can be seen by those souls who are waiting in the invisible realms
for an entry frequency.

In simple terms, if you want a child when you are in sexual union,
your orgasm will attract the level of consciousness you are creating.

You will attract to you the type of consciousness you are generating.

Magnetism is the law of the Invisible Realms: Like attracts like.

The child/soul is attracted to a similar consciousness,
meaning whatever thoughts you are having while you are making love.
Your orgasm is an exact expression

of your consciousness

If you are drunk or on drugs, you will attract a soul from those realms.

If you are angry or having some dark fantasy, then you will magnetize a soul
from those realms.

Consciousness is everything, even in the act of love making.

Even if you are not creating a child, you are still sending out masses of energy
onto the Earth plane and into the Invisible Realms.

This energy greatly effects everything, including the fertility of your fields,
the quality of your lives, and what you call Nature.

The energies of orgasm can lift the entire planet, if properly done.
Massive deep sacred orgasmic wave fields

It is very important to realize the differences between men and women
in this matter.

In the physical world, the woman is the receptive generator (yin)
and the man is the creative instigator (yang).

If the man wants to enjoy the full and subtle nuances of Sacred Orgasm,
he must patiently, sweetly, lovingly, and deliberately lift the frequencies of his lover.

The fact is that when a woman generates massive deep sacred orgasmic wave fields,
so will her partner.

Their union will prolong his orgasm with hers.

If he allows himself, he will be able to tune into to her experiences,
which he himself has fired and augmented.

He will be carried away in the Bliss of their mutually created bliss,
the cosmic waves of the true sacred orgasm.

You don’t know what you are missing if you are not experiencing this now.

Not only that, but in fact the sacred orgasm is your Divine Right.

Your beautiful bodies were designed for this in order to attract evolving souls
into your plane, third dimensional planet Earth.

The reptilian-based tyrants have kept you from this knowledge.

They have imprisoned you in guilt and shame;
you are ashamed of your bodies which are works of art.

You have no idea what your human bodies are capable of.

You are like super computers with no users manual.

But you will not be this way forever.

The time of the tyrants will come to an end the moment you freely chose
to stop giving your power to them.

It is up to you.
Have fun!
Inanna
——————-
C’mon, share your thoughts with me.
Do you think I have gone nuts?
Did you find some truth in the message?
Do you think this is complete bullsh**?
Adina

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Some interesting stuff here on old soul sex:
http://www.explore.truthloveenergy.com/forums/topic/112/older-soul-sexuality

 

Oh boy...This is were the real FUN starts,
in knowing, the real you

To explore engage and to rise...
to a higher level of awareness and understanding, Indeed

We have been conditioned by "The Power That Wanta Be"
To think and to act and to behave otherwise, Indeed

I thank My HS (Higher Self) in knowing...
that "I have a Higher Sex Drive"

 

Thursday, October 31, 2013

GOD, SEX & THE TAO​

“The ultimate truth is so simple;
it is nothing more than being in one's natural,
original state.

It is a great wonder that to teach such a simple truth
a number of religions should be necessary,
and so many disputes should go on between them
as to which is the God-ordained teaching.

What a pity! Just be the Self, that is all.”

~ Sri Ramana Maharshi

Kent W. Dahl
​

Leaving aside the Tao for now,
God and Sex are both loaded,
explosive words that have ruined lives,
divided families, ignited wars,
and destroyed entire civilizations.
This is why I tend to avoid using these two contentious words.
There are so many different ways to approach these concepts
– and just as many ways to bypass them altogether.
But in this instance
I choose to label the ineffable mystery
of our origins and destiny,
God, if only for the sake of controversy...

Imagine my shock when I discovered,
at 19, that I was God.

It was confusing, to say the least.
Outwardly I looked the same as I always did
– but inwardly I was seeing everything through different eyes.

I realized that I existed in all things as sub-atomic awareness.

Everyday “inanimate” objects came alive
as mineral or vegetable consciousness,
responsive to focused attention.

When I turned my eyes skyward to admire the stars and planets,
I was conscious that what I was seeing was actually an externalization,
a holographic projection of the awesome beauty
and mystery of my own being.

When I later stumbled on an exclamation attributed to Pythagoras
(“Astonishing! Everything is intelligent!”),
I understood perfectly what he meant.

Everyone I saw around me was essentially an aspect of my extended Self
– not my superficial Ego but my Core Self.

The astounding diversity and ingenuity of my multitudinous permutations
of form and function inspired deep awe and reverence.

​

The ineffably sublime, the absurdly ridiculous, the ultramicroscopic,
the supertelescopic, the metagalactic, and the paracosmic.

All of it was me.

Indeed, the individual ego dissolves the instant it experiences
the sacredness of gecko shi20 and the equanimity of snowcapped mountains
as part of the same continuum of wonder.

This mystical initiation made it impossible for me to ever again
subscribe to anthropocentrism
(which the dictionary defines as
“interpreting reality exclusively in terms of human values and experience”).

Inevitably, the use of alphanumeric symbols and language
has led us to a male-dominated evolutionary dead-end
– one in which we destroy everything beautiful
and natural around us in our psychopathological pursuit
of illusory power.

Only much later did I learn that what I had experienced
was the death of my social ego, my persona.

In its place arose a transcendental identity,
reconnecting me with a vivid remembrance
of having always existed in a world
without beginning and without end.

And yet, in my interactions with people around me
(parents, friends, strangers) who saw only my physical form
and who insisted on relating to me as a 2-dimensional social ego,
devoid of mystery and existential depth

– I became aware that I could easily slip back into the role
I had played up till now, as a human being transiting
between adolescence and adulthood.

​

Perhaps if I had chosen to be born in India or Tibet,
my parents may have taken me to a temple
where some priest or lama might have understood the situation
immediately and suggested that I be placed in their care
for special grooming as a newborn divine human.

Instead, my parents took me to a madhouse where,
for 3 months, I was left to learn how to navigate multidimensional realities,
with the help of other inmates.

“You have to go out of your mind to come to your senses.”
~ Timothy Leary

It was a truly instructive period in my early life,
and in those 3 months I learned far more
than I could possibly have,
had I spent 3 years in some university.

The physical world around us, I discovered,
is akin to a grand illusion maintained by consensus
– by the acquiescence of millions of humans hardwired
to believe that their everyday lives are the only empirical reality,
and that the realms of the divine, as well as the diabolical,
exist somewhere else (if at all) and not within our own minds.

I began to notice that the spark of divinity
– and its shadow aspect or terrible twin
– remains dormant in most humans until activated
by some powerful experience.

However, few have the necessary attention span or focus
to nurture and fully integrate it.

So our intimations of divine or diabolical consciousness
are usually evanescent, fading from memory the moment
we snap back into mundane awareness.

That’s when God (as well the Devil) are banished to the mythic realms,
as mere superstitions or external, unseen forces

– where they can be invoked by predatory priesthoods
as a means of behavior modification through religious indoctrination.

​

Celibacy and abstinence from sensual pleasures have long been considered
prerequisites of the spiritual path.

Sex and God have been made into seemingly antagonistic
and antonymous concepts.

Adam and Eve’s fall from grace and banishment from Eden
are euphemistically attributed to their disobedience
when they tasted the Forbidden Fruit,
against God’s specific instruction.

A closer reading reveals that the real issue
was their discovery of the pleasures of recreational sex.

Well, that’s the Old Testament God for you.

A judgmental, punitive, authoritarian male despot
who views pleasure as sin, and pain as virtue;
who sees wise women as witches
and beautiful ones as temptresses.

An angry, warlike, almighty tyrant who demands absolute loyalty
and blood sacrifice.

Who loves all creatures great and small

– yet consigns some to eternal perdition and neverending torment.

​

Was this really an aspect of my Godself?

I was prompted to do a little research on the God of Abraham,
variously known as Yahweh, IHVH, Jehovah, Ialdabaoth, Zeus, Jove,
and later Allah.

The Hebrew version of the Old Testament, I discovered,
was a paraphrase and summary of a much earlier,
far more detailed scripture from Sumerian times,
called Enuma Elish (When the Gods Walked the Earth).

In Hebrew the word God appears as Adonai (Lord) and sometimes Elohim

– a plural reference to godlike entities involved in designing ecosystems
and cultivating intelligent life within the galaxy,
and perhaps beyond.

Mystical literature (e.g., The Urantia Book and J.J. Hurtak’s Keys of Enoch)
describes the Elohim as “Paradise Sons of God.”

As I pondered this I had a vision of a primal supernova
emanating rays of energy and consciousness in all directions.

Alone instead of All One

​

Each ray acquired individuality as it separated from its Source
and had the potential to become a new star
and condense into a multitude of planetary systems.

I experimented with altering the spelling of Son to Sun
– and it made even more sense.

I was reminded of the rainbow effect of passing a beam
of light through a prism.

This is how One becomes Many.

Along with individuality came the potential to disconnect and disengage
from everything beyond our ego fields,
thereby reinforcing the illusion of separateness.

Unplugged from the morphogenetic field or collective mind,
it was easy for us to feel more and more isolated

– alone instead of All One

to the extent that we no longer remembered where we originated,
the source of our being.

Eventually we even began doubting if something called Source existed.

​

To assuage the terrifying sense of eternal solitude,
we began an internal dialog with ourselves,
and eventually split into bi-polarity

– one pole taking on the Yin or Feminine aspect
, the other the Yang or Masculine aspect.

Thus was formed the electromagnetic spectrum
– the extrovert electrical male interacting
with the introvert magnetic female
in an endless dance of attraction and repulsion.

In the state of polarized consciousness
we learnt to individualize as egos, and then specialize
– just as atoms become different components of the anatomy
as they form dense electromagnetic fields
which gain mass and become molecules, then cells.

Evolution is driven by cell permutation and diversification,
as differences get emphasized over similarities.

Variations on a theme begin to occur and recur,
according to synergetic-energetic-geometric principles
that govern the manifestation of physical form.

We have only recently begun to recognize
and identify these universal principles
or mathematical laws of form.

The golden or phi ratio rediscovered by early scientist-mystics
like Pythagoras is what inspired
a gifted 12th century Italian mathematician
named Fibonacci to realize that all growth proceeds spirally
in accordance with a predictable numerical sequence:

0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34…
the next number being 55,
the sum of the two preceding it,
and so on… to infinity, perhaps?

​

Through an understanding of hidden structures gained by a close study
of fractal geometry, cutting-edge thinkers have been repairing
the broken link between female and male brains,
between intuition and intellect,
between mystical experience and the scientific method.

Meanwhile back in the realm of mythology,
I found mytheology

So where does that leave the jealous, vengeful, punitive God of Abraham?

It turns out that Yahweh (whose name in Hebrew is spelt IHVH)
is by no means the Supreme Being or Prime Creator.

In fact, IHVH is a collective of Archons tasked with manifesting
and maintaining the Material Universe.

Archon is the Greek word for lord, judge, or ruler.

In short, external authority.

Those who choose to realign with internal authority
are labeled Anarchists.

​

The Greeks, particularly the Platonists, called the Archons demiurges
and named Ialdabaoth as the young creator-god associated with Gaia or Earth.

The Gnostics attribute the formation and seeding of the physical world to Ialdabaoth
– and believe it was Ialdabaoth who expelled Adam and Eve from the Garden of Eden.

Ialdabaoth was, it turns out, a parthenogenetic experiment
conducted by Sophia, the Research and Development department
of Prime Creator, Inc.

The story goes that the newborn god was so deformed
and monstrous to look upon, Sophia kept it quarantined
in a Null Zone where it grew and began exploring its godlike powers
of sub-creation, utterly unaware that it was merely a localized phenomenon

– and by no means the whole shebang.

Truth is often stranger than science fiction.

In effect, we have a bastard, feeling-unloved god
believing itself to be God Almighty and imposing its arrogant,
immature and temperamental will on everything around it.

Sound familiar?

That’s you and me on a bad hair day!

Alas, this happens to be the monolithic image of God
imprinted within the psyche of those who subscribe to the Abrahamic Agenda.

​

So when I broke free of my social ego
and reconnected with extradimensional aspects of my Self,

I spontaneously regained access to data from well beyond the Null Zone
- where information flow is closely monitored and controlled by the agents
of the Archons, to keep subscribers addicted to
and imprisoned within the recycled ego-reinforcing melodramas
they experience as their everyday lives.

That’s right, folks, we’re talking about The Matrix.

​

Liberated from layers of old programming, I became the Metaprogram,
and then the Metaprogrammer or Architect.

I could have stopped there and ended up trapped in the realm of Mind
in a holographic labyrinth.

But my physical atoms, the wisdom of my cellular being,
became animated with the remembrance of Sophia,
my mother, who joyfully took me back into her arms
and proclaimed me beautiful and true

– not only as a soul, but also as a physical body.

Gods, like everyone else, experience infancy, adolescence, and maturity.

In view of this, it is apparent that the psychic oppression of religious dogma
is really just a problem of humans with domineering mothers
who haven’t outgrown their belief in a childish, insecure,
ill-tempered deity who is prone to approve of some things,
and disapprove of others.

Experience becomes Knowledge or Gnosis as maturity sets in
- and ultimately blossoms into Wisdom

Those who imagine God as an omniscient, omnipresent,
omnipotent father figure tend to associate sex
with deeply-ingrained guilt feelings and anxiety
about getting caught and expelled from paradise.

Indeed, the Book Religions warn of the grave perils
of sexual intercourse unsanctioned by holy matrimony.

Judaism, Christianity, and Islam emphatically preach that “illicit sex”
is a damnable offence in the eyes of God.

The taboo against recreational (as opposed to procreational) sex
has spawned widespread neuroses and psychoses
and perpetuated a culture of false piety and hypocrisy.

Sex has been the subject of countless off-color jokes
and the ruin of many careers,
especially among politicians and priests.

Sex has been equated with dirt
– but what is dirt if not the earth itself,
the soil from which springs sustenance and abundance?

​

Dragon vs Phoenix by Alex Grey​

The suppression of sexuality has, in fact, only served to turn it into an obsession,
giving rise to aberrant attitudes toward pleasure wherein sex
becomes confused with power
with dominance and submission, conquest and colonization,
rape and pillage, with the exploitation and enslavement of women and children.

By distorting and perverting our understanding of sexuality,
stripping it of its sacred dimensions,
power-hungry predator priesthoods
have been able to maintain a deadly stranglehold
on human consciousness, keeping it confined within a prison
built of psychological and emotional blocks,
with invisible bars of erroneous belief and fake morality.

How many generations of humans have been bludgeoned
into submission to external authority with the evil teaching
that pleasure is sinful

- and that the wages of sin is death without hope of resurrection or salvation?

Spiritual pilgrims of all faiths have been misled into renouncing sex
if they desire union with God - their own Core Self.

Others are promised unbridled sexual pleasure
should they willingly martyr themselves in the name of Allah.

​

I consider myself entirely fortunate that I have never,
even for a fleeting moment, experienced sexual guilt.

Even as a child beginning to explore the secret pleasures of autoeroticism
, it was a sense of excitement and wonder I felt, never shame.

Instinctively, I knew the social taboo against sex was diabolically wrong,
and that the key to true enlightenment and liberation
was to be found in activating the kundalini,
the primordial life force symbolized by the coiled serpent
asleep at the base of the spine.

Indeed, the awakened kundalini unleashes the creative urge
when it isn’t channeled towards procreation.

​

Everywhere I looked I found the hidden clues:

in the binary code of lines and circles, the playful dance of wind and water,
sky and earth consummating their desire,
the courtship rituals of dragons and unicorns.

Life itself is erotic, a paean to Aphrodite and Eros…

the sacred portal to our own original and ultimate divinity…

our sovereignty as bodies, minds and souls…

our precious humanity.

I experience sex as a yearning to fuse with other energy fields

– the impulse to reintegrate with all aspects of our Original Self.

To be fully present in the body, surrendered to love,
heart wide open, tingling with vitality,
blissfully merging with another warm, quivering, welcoming field

– becoming one again and whole, and therefore holy.

That’s the foretaste of paradise that lures us back
into the beauty and truth of wholly conscious physical embodiment.

Godly sex as sexy gods and goddesses
– that’s the path to balance, health, sanity, and integrity

​

The duality of Good Gods versus Evil Gods is finally reconciled
when we see the evil in good and the good in evil

– just like the Yin-Yang.

Bringing focused attention to the joy of the moment,
holding back nothing, dark secrets transmuted to self-aware humor,
turning the static to ecstatic, dynamic, harmonic equilibrium.

Amazed and amused by the miracle of our limited physical vehicles
in the limitless context of the metaphysical,
easing comfortably into our beautiful bodies
and activating them with tender kisses and caresses,
we go beyond confusion to fusion.

No longer alone but All One again.

And this is where the Tao comes in

The first line of the first verse in the Tao Te Ching states:

“The Absolute Tao cannot be named.”

It is ineffable, beyond concepts or words, nothing and everything,
beginningless and endless, the Great Void or Primordial Chaos
from which all formal existence issues.

The Tao is a field of infinite potentiality beyond life and death,
being and non-being.

It cannot be seen but can be felt; cannot be dissected or discussed

– but it can be embraced, enjoyed and celebrated.

​

The Tao is the silent backdrop against which all cosmic dramas are enacted.

Our stories

– and we are all stories

– unfold in a many-storied universe that resembles a gigantic server farm
where individual as well as collective memories are stored.

It works along the lines of social networking sites like facebook and twitter:

each entity is free to create an account, present a public profile,
share photos, videos, opinions, interests, discuss current affairs or philosophy,
play trivial games or build virtual communities,
trawl pixel oceans for food or sex,
interact with many or just a few.

Each timeline becomes an expression of the individual
who has the ability to post and delete,
expose or hide; the timeline documents the journey
of each user through time and space.

There is a delicate balance between anarchistic freedom
and authoritarian contro

l – a constant push-and-pull between users and shareholders,
between follower and followed, between private and public,
between active and passive involvement.

​

Digital technology has introduced a plethora of refreshing
and stimulating new metaphors with which the mind
can apprehend the mystery of Arthur Koestler’s ghost in the machine,
explore fact and fantasy, navigate the known and the unknown,
the spontaneous and the predictable, the mechanical and the magickal.

In the numinous realm of the Tao, creationism and evolutionism are reconciled,
either/or is replaced by both/and.

We are divine and human, animal and angel, magnificent and insignificant.

In our canine aspect we are God; in our feline we are the Devil.

If you can love both cats and dogs, you have integrated the diabolical
and divine within your psyche.

The jigsaw puzzle is now complete.

Welcome home!

​

http://www.magickriver.org/2013/10/god-sex-tao.html

DE MORTUIS NIL NISI BONUM

{Speak Nothing but Good of the Dead}

Out in the graveyard;
inscriptions, words and plaques, all withering away;
like the flowers adorning them, so the dead do lay.
Waiting and waiting for someone to remember them
and not just in photoalbums or on the special days.


Memorials are built, meaningless constructions - lest we forget!
They all are forgotten, given time enough to sigh, to pass away.
The living are so busy preparing for their own demise, to die.
Little do they know, the busy ones, that the dead are still alive.


They watch over the living ones, they do, from a place so far;
yet so near they are, but why would they watch the way they do?
To understand the mystery is the noble thing to do - a gallant quest.
They wish to be remembered, to join in soul and mind , the body's zest.


A marriage betwixt the dimensions, a holy union in heaven with hell.
But can the fearful thoughts of the living see, their lovehearts tell?
The living are like snowflakes, made of water, so unique one by one.
But they melt away, to be fluid again - into the one great ocean, gone!


The dead are all one in the great seas, waiting to crystallise again in two.
To wake up to a new life again, as a snowflake-twin, asking: 'Love me too!'
Eternal life awaits the living, could they only reply to the dead's request.
But the alive ones linger and doubt, in vanity do they live their only quest.

SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI

{Thus passes away the glory of the world}​

Genesis 6:3-4
King James Version (KJV)

³ And the Lord said, My spirit shall not always strive with man,
for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.

⁴ There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that,
when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men,
and they bare children to them,
the same became mighty men
which were of old, men of renown.


Shiloh, Halloween-All Souls day of the Dead Alive Ones;
Friday, October 31st, 2013

 

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• Post n°49

Re: Starhuman Sexuality

shiloh on Mon Oct 28, 2013 2:20 am

5 Ways To Pleasure Yourself.

Via Rebecca Lammersenon Jun 25, 2013​

​

Rob Boehle via Pinterest

I’ve now written 40 articles for elephant journal.

Every one of my pieces is a window into my life, into the darkness, the lightness
—the life I have lived.

I’ve spoken of my disorders, molestation, sex, relationships and divorce.

Some may perceive my articles as ‘airing dirty laundry.’

I believe I share my life openly, transparently without shame,
in order to help others know they are not alone in their thoughts,
feelings or actions.

Knowing we are not alone is the catalyst for growth, healing and transformation.

On the eve before my 34th birthday,
I’m spending time reflecting on my life and the past year.

My goal for the year to come is to continue shedding all the thoughts
and conditioned beliefs that continue to hold me back.

I write this piece not only for myself, but for my daughters and all women.

My birthday wish is a wish for all of us; to stop hiding, stop feeling ashamed,
and stop being embarrassed for who we are and what we want.

I give us all permission to explore our desires and our fantasies.

I give us permission to claim what is our birthright—pleasure.

I do not want my daughters to own an ounce of guilt
for expressing their sexuality, no matter how it manifests itself.

I hope they freely explore their bodies, own their bodies,
live in their bodies, enjoy their bodies and embrace all realms of giving
and receiving pleasure.

I don’t want them to suffer like I have.

It has taken almost 34 years for me to accept who dwells in me
—a lioness who I have tamed and locked away for so long,
because she scared me. I

felt like a closet slut for years, until I recognized I’m no slu
t—I am an explosively passionate woman with a wild imagination
and voracious desire for happiness and pleasure.

In my 34th year of life, I will release her completely
because she deserves to live and breathe in the open, free of judgment
—my judgment.

She tries to ooze from my mind, my body and my heart
every day and I can no longer contain her.

From adolecence to adulthood, I thought it was wrong to love sex
as much as I did.

I shunned my radiant imaginative desires and resisted pleasure completely.

I thought it selfish, almost narcissistic to seek pleasure and attain a blissful state.

I searched in the wrong places
—outside myself,
in a sexual encounter with someone
I didn’t know very well
or in validation from people around me.

I didn’t think I deserved to feel good.

I was afraid of intimacy with myself, of allowing my needs
to be acknowledged and fulfilled.

I hid within my sexual experiences instead of participating in.

I withheld pleasure from myself, from my life.

I felt guilty for masturbating or fulfilling my fantasies.

As I mature, I recognize the most important part of life,
the gift of life is our ability to feel pleasure, to know pleasure.

God built me with the character I have,
the thoughts, the desires, the body and the spirit

I am meant to have in this life.

I don’t need to cover up or be anyone else.

Instead of trying to change, be something else
–something more holy or more pure,
I am meant to thrive and function as myself.

I give myself and all of us permission to stop avoiding who we are
and give in to what gives us pleasure regardless of what society deems acceptable
or unacceptable.

This year has gifted me

–I didn’t know making love with myself had the power to usher me
into a nest of self acceptance.

It has transformed my ability to trust and be intimate with another person,
to receive pleasure

–which I never had before.

I didn’t know that the simple act of giving myself permission
to feel good would change my life.

Here is my gift of permission for you:

1. Tease Yourself, Seduce Yourself—Get Naked Under Your Clothes.

I don’t wear underwear, unless (for sanitary reasons)

I wear a short skirt which is a rare occurrence

. I have a dresser drawer full of Hanky Pankys in a rainbow of colors
that sit unharnessed to my pelvis.

Why?

Because it’s sexy to not wear them.
I love being exposed.

I am ready for pleasure at any moment.

I enjoy teasing myself, seducing myself all day long.

At night, I wear a sheer slip to bed.

The tingling sensation of the fabric on my skin gives me goosebumps

. I love the way my nipples break through the veil of cloth.

I stand in front of the mirror and I appreciate (not judge)
the beauty of my body through the cloud of cotton.

I separate from myself, admiring the person who stands before me
yearning to be discovered, uncovered and explored.

I sleep naked—a lot.

I recommend spending time every day naked.

It’s a little uncomfortable at first.

We are used to being naked between clothing changes,
showering or having sex.

What about just being naked?

Enjoying the freedom of no restraints.

The first thing my daughters do when they walk in at the end of the day
is strip down to nothing.

They run around, do somersaults, dance.

They are more comfortable naked than dressed.

When we are naked, we can’t hide

—being vulnerable is vital to becoming comfortable with ourselves.

Only when we are comfortable with ourselves can we be comfortable with another.

2. Act Like An Animal, Once in Awhile.

Animals are naked in every way; they don’t have manners,
they don’t have clothes.

They eat without utensils.

They get dirty.

They mate when they need to and want to, no matter who is watching.

Try being an animal once in a while.

Eat with your hands, eat foods that explode with juice
allow them to coat your body and don’t rub it away.

Get messy.

Allow yourself to go primal.

If you have a partner, grab them and devour them
as you did your food and if you are alone,
devour yourself; in the middle of the living room,
with the shades open, let the light in and please yourself.

3. Give In To Your Dark Side.

Give in to your desires.

Your secret fantasies.

Give in to your dark side. Who cares what “people” say is appropriate.

If you desire it, explore it.

I enjoy watching pornography (well-executed pornography, that is).

I get turned on by watching and listening to people pleasuring each other.

I become fully invested in the experience.

I pay attention to my mind and body as they respond to the stimulation.

I melt into it, and before long I find myself caressing my own body
as if it were another craving me, wanting me.

My flaws no longer exist, I am perfect, I am all pleasure.

It is ok, more than ok to love pleasure,
and watching others giving and receiving it.

4. Do it in Front of a Mirror.

I used to avoid the act of masturbation.

I would listen to the urge, do it and be done.

I avoided what it looked like, what I looked like
and how it felt.

Now, I make as much of an effort to embrace the experience
during my self pleasure as I do when making love with a partner.

I use toys or just my hands, depending on my mood.

I think it is important to build a partnership with my vagina.

I know her, I know how she responds,
what she looks like

—I am connected with her.

I get down on the floor, in front of the mirror, and I look into myself.

I watch as my face changes as I become aroused
and how my body reacts in climax.

It is nourishing to watch myself receive pleasure.

My advice is to make masturbation a sacred practice.

Practice getting turned on by, you.

Grab your breasts, rake your hands down your stomach.

Make love with yourself because until we can make love with ourselves,
be comfortable alone, we can’t be comfortable with anyone else.

5. Write It and Read It.

Write your fantasies, write your experiences,
keep typing, don’t stop, don’t think about it.

Just write and then, read what you write.

Read it out loud.

Our spirit lives in our words.

She exposes herself within the punctuation.

There is no right or wrong.

If you like bondage, give into it

—it is how your spirit wishes to express herself.

Just as we are all unique, different, so are our desires.

We all have something we fight against,
that we stuff down because we think it is wrong
to want what we want.

It is not.

Give in to yourself.

Allow yourself to feel the pleasure you crave.

Pleasure brings us as close to our spirit as we will ever be.

Look at the children of the world
– they are pleasure seekers, p
leasure dwellers and they are the happiest,
purest beings on the planet.

They do what feels good and right for themselves.

They don’t care if it is socially acceptable

–they listen to their hearts and their needs.

As we age to adulthood, sexual pleasure is and can be the most profound way
to connect with ourselves.

Pleasuring ourselves first, understanding our needs
and wants must happen before we can receive pleasure from
or give pleasure to another.

Once we connect and accept our desires
, we accept who we are as we are.

By Rebecca Lammersen


Rebecca Lammersen is the founder of Yogalution,
a donation based yoga studio in Scottsdale, AZ.
I love being alive. I love being a mother. I love teaching yoga.
I love to write. I love to know. I love to not know.
I love to learn. I love to listen. I love to read. I love to travel.
I love to dance. I love to help. I love to serve.
That pretty much sums me up.
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The Tridecagonal Twin Tetractys of Thuban
An Alphanumerical Dragon Matrix for a Starhuman World in JCCJ=13+13=26​

26x9 = 234 = 13x18
26x18 = 468 = 13x36
​

0.	1 2 3	...	13|14	...	24 25 26|27 28	...	35 36	Modulus 36n=26k+r
1.	A0B0C0	...	M0|N0	...	X0Y0Z0|A1B1	...	I1J1	36 = 26 + 10J1
2.	T2S2R2	...	H2|G2	...	W1V1U1|T1S1	...	L1K1	72 = 52 + 20T2
3.	U2V2W2	...	G3|H3	...	R3S3T3|U3V3	...	C4D4	108 = 104 + 4D4
4.	N5M5L5	...	B5|A5	...	Q4P4O4|N4M4	...	F4E4	144 = 130 + 14N5
5.	O5P5Q5	...	A6|B6	...	L6M6N6|O6P6	...	W6X6	180 = 156 + 24X6
6.	H8G8F8	...	V7|U7	...	K7J7I7|H7G7	...	Z6Y6	216 = 208 + 8H8
7.	I8J8K8	...	U8|V8	...	F9G9H9|I9J9	...	Q9R9	252 = 234 + 18R9
8.	B11A11Z10	...	P10|O10	...	E10D10C10|B10A10	...	T9S9	288 = 286 + 2B11
9.	C11D11E11	...	O11|P11	...	Z11A12B12|C12D12	...	K12L12	324 = 312 + 12L12
10.	V13U13T13	...	J13|I13	...	Y12X12W12|V12U12	...	N12M12	360 = 338 + 22V13
11.	W13X13Y13	...	I14|J14	...	T14U14V14|W14X14	...	E15F15	396 = 390 + 6F15
12.	P16O16N16	...	D16|C16	...	U15T15S15|R15Q15	...	H15G15	432 = 416 + 16P16
13.	Q16R16S16	...	C17|D17	...	N17O17P17|Q17R17	...	Y17Z17	468 = 468 + 0
14.	J1=19I1=19H1=19	...	...	...	...In Reflection...	...	C0=18B0=18A0=18	13 Rows reflected

WORLD BANK MONEY {A DEVIL LAW} WALL STREET MONEY = 432+36 = 234+234 = 468

13x36 = 36+12x36 = 36+6x72 = 36+3x144 = 36+432 = LAW + 432 = 468 = 234+234

144 + WORLD WORLD + 144 {LAW=36=63=PEN.IS=IN.OY=63=36=WAL} MONEY WORLD MONEY WORLD MONEY WORLD






Shiloh Za-rah, October 12th, 2014​

 

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